Watch out, the world's behind you.

What will the next several days of your life bring you?

Happiness? Joy?

Sadness? Grief?

Or maybe everything in between?

I need to know. Your banana bread will be done in five minutes.

 

It's like he's delivering sex to my doorstep.

 

probably inbetween but im hoping for the best.

 

I know exactly what life is going to bring me. Sadness for what happened, numbness from what happened and a biology test tommorow morning, the movies and beach tommorow night, a barbeque on sunday and math homework on monday.

 

life is gonna bring me the same thing it always brings me...nothing...and i wouldent have it any other way

 

Um, give me a piece of bread and then will get to the knowing after several days.

 

it's all going to chainge
because everything always does

everything except me
because i'm already where it's going

because if i don't get there first
i never do

=^^=
.../\...

 

Next few days of me life, a complete mix.

Me best mate is leaving to live in the states, while, on the same day, I go on my 9 day long trip to Guatemala... lots of mixed emotion.

 

Hard to say really. Anxiety, for sure, as each second brings us closer to the 12th of this month, when my girlfriend goes down to Madrid to get her Visa. I just hope everything turns out all right, fucking hell.

Oh, I have to call my little brother for his birthday today.

 

Sunday morning, praise the dawning
It's just a restless feeling by my side
Early dawning, Sunday morning
It's just the wasted years so close behind
Watch out, the world's behind you
There's always someone around you who will call It's nothing at all
Sunday morning and I'm falling
I've got a feeling I don't want to know
Early dawning, Sunday morning
It's all the streets you crossed, not so long ago
Watch out, the world's behind you
There's always someone around you who will call It's nothing at all
Watch out, the world's behind you
There's always someone around you who will call It's nothing at all
Sunday morning
Sunday morning
Sunday morning

 

Oh wow, that's gonna be great: imagine a French girl, going to the U.S Embassy of Madrid! I'm so fucking scared of that interview... what if they start talking in Spanish? I hardly speak Spanish? If I tell them "can we speak English please?" they're gonna wonder why I speak so good English, and maybe they won't believe me when I tell them that, no, I don't plan to remain in the U.S after college (well yes I do, but I have to make them believe that I don't or else, they'll refuse me my VISA!!!!) God I hope the U.S Consul of Madrid doesn't go over the Hipforums...

 

yeah, ill go through all that... including the mailman

 

every day is an adventure. even when it's fucked up, i still end up in bed pretty happy with the way the day went. make sunshine! make sunshine! (for the fishbone fans here)

 

well, today will probably be rather dull. tomorrow i'm looking forward to a much-needed day of peace and good, hard work - i've signed up for a double work shift with my CSA, rather than going to a parade with a bunch of flag-waving, pro-war idiots. it'll be good to get sunburned and soil stuck under my nails. after that, things will probably get stressful - my mom has lost her leg and my brother's in town and i really hate him.

you didn't put walnuts in that banana bread, did you? i'm allergic to walnuts. i thought i told you to use sunflower seeds instead!

 

i was in globe arizona last week, and it was funny and bizarre. we went over to sign up for some movie rental place, and across the street from there were 4 guys in orange and white striped jumpsuits working around a trailer full of music stuff. they then placed the speakers on the corner of the street and blasted souza tunes for an hour while people carrying little flags walked zombie-like to the overpass and put the flags on the fence of the overpass. it was WHACKY. my daughter was scared.

but as to the incorrect assumption that they're pro-war idiots, many of them were wearing their Kerry t-shirts while indulging in some national pride.

 

It's an uncertain world, and an even more uncertain future. I'm just going to sit back and let it unfold.

 

What will the next several days of your life bring you? how the hell am i really supposed to know that?

Happiness? Joy? i do, however, doubt i will feel joy and can hope to feel some happiness, as artificial as it may be

Sadness? Grief? i feel sadness on a daily basis and i truly hope not to feel grief, as i hate that emotion.

Or maybe everything in between? yes, everything in between may be a logical way to sum this all up...

I need to know. well, now that you know, i hope you can sleep in peace...

Your banana bread will be done in five minutes. are you delivering?

 

don't eat the banana bread, trish! it's a trick! there's rancid walnuts in there! he's trying to poison us!

 

well, as long as it's a fun poison.......

 

oh matt shut the fuck up with your stupid shit...