I had an amazingly vivid nightmare last week. The odd thing about this nightmare was--I wasn't terrified. My uncle came to my apartment to attack me, and somehow got in. Though we neight had weapons, I kept control of the situation. It was very graphic, to the point that he was in shards and I had not one scratch. If I let him go, he would start to flee, but I didn't want to let him get away. I called 911, someone came over, and my uncle collapsed. -- The more I thought about this, the more I realized that this means something. It's a step towards not letting my dad's family maintain control of my life (though, he's been out of my life for 7 years). In my mind, there's the image of my dad still wanting to control me, and though he's not around he stilll does sometimes. He affects so many little things in my life, like how since age 7, I find it hard to fall asleep. But I think this is taking another step away from these things. Now I see him, and them, for the cowards they are (such as when he ran away). I'm not sure why I'm posting this. No. Just thought I'd share. moving cloud, if you're still here, I hope you're well
everything and everyone we've encountered and experienced continues to shadow our lives in some way or another. the good, hopeful, news, side of all that is that nature's diversity, lets us experience, unless we're extremely unfortunate, a great diversity of kinds of people and experiences, so we have more to draw on then any one single terrible overshadowing. when what starts out as a nightmare becomes a victory dream, yes i would call/consider that, some part of a healing. i just wouldn't call it a nighmare because it started out as one. your spirit friends and your/their/our universe and it's nature of diversity are giving you gifts of spirit strength to draw upon. this is a good thing. =^^= .../\...
poubelle, I just found your post Yes the good thing is we constantly move beyond and do not cease to change and grow, and always will create new ways to do so ... and this is what we are in charge of ... Loving you and sending you a big hug And thank you for sharing
