Uncertainty and no control

If there is one thing I hate most in this world it is being in a situation where I have no control over my future and the immediate future is uncretain because of my lack of control.
If I could hand everyone in my life a script, make an agency hire me for a wonderful and challenging yet non-managerial position without a long commute and make everyone as thoughtful and sensitive as me this world would be a much better place-well maybe not this world, but my world certainly would be.

 

i think the fact that we don't know what is going to come is what makes life so great! if we knew who we were going to love, or break up with, to be friends with or to hate, life would be pointless in my opinion!

 

hmmm...tell me that in 10 years when your feelings of safety and security are all of a sudden null and void.

 

there is no safety and no security ever

nature of the world and of life

 

pretty much, there is nothing we can do but go with the flow and roll with the punches that life throws at us.

 

not true. I never realized what a bubble I lived in until someone told me from now on it might potentialy burst and I have 0 control over whether or not that happens. I am not quite sure what to make of this. I went from being the happiest I have ever been in my life to being scared shitless over my future...all in a few days...what a freaking roller coaster

 

well you were living in a bubble and not seeing clearly what faces you and everyone else on this planet.

Just be happy you were not born in the billions of worse situations you could have been.

You can play this hand

 

That is wonderful advice and I was doing that and it was working out very well adn then it all went down hill really fast and now I feel out of control and even if i try to control myself it is not going to change this situation

 

Don't worry in 7 years you'll be a smashing success

Admittedly you’ll have plenty of war stories to tell but your audience (employee's) will be receptive, eager to please, and at your beck and call.


Hotwater

 

i think that your going to be fine; don't try to control yourself!! if you need to scream, scream! if you wanna cry, cry. it's sound advice that has kept me from letting the weight of soo many things resting on my shoulders drive me to the breaking point. i agree with Hotwater as well, you'lle be a success, you just have to keep looking up!~

 

I know I was really lucky. I am not complaining about my life in general-just this specific moment in time.

It just sucks when you are willing to make 100 percent of the sacrifices and another person in your life isn't willing to do the same yet you are expected to give this person complete control of your destiny.

 

You know what you'r right. I do have control over my life. QUOTE=hotwater]Don't worry in 7 years you'll be a smashing success

Admittedly you’ll have plenty of war stories to tell but your audience (employee's) will be receptive, eager to please, and at your beck and call.


Hotwater[/QUOTE]

 

So....

What's wrong?

 

lol anna, didn't you read the thread?~

 

there are lots of threads here, like a sheet and pillowcase set

 

Being willing to give up everything for a situation where I am the only one willing to do that.

 

This thread?

Well... I did read this thread and yeah, I got all that. Just seems kinda vague... is this about a job? And going against your family how? Sorry, I sound really nosey.... I hope everything works out for you. I'm sure it will.

 

I don't need or want situation A, but the offer would be nice.

 

Yeah.... I see what you mean.

I'm still sure it'll work out though....

 

yeah...so I am a fucking idiot and am going to start my period soon. I really apologize to everyone who I brought into my drama. I have a wonderful family and a wonderful fiancee, but I am kinda crazy, expecially around my time of the month.