I am the ugliest girl in the world tonight wondering what is Wrong with me there are so many things I wanted to tell you but you flood my brain until my consonants pour out into alphabet soup when I see your eyes looking at me I'll never see you again anyway so I'll leave myself unexplained and take the pain until I'm numb enough to forget when you first met my eyes and then your lips found mine I can't tell the rest of the story because the truth isn't out there it is inside locked behind the lips that were once locked to yours they now refuse the shapes of vowels when my eyes dare to see yours the truth is that i needed you to use me the only thing I'm used to instead you set me free to ponder what is wrong with me and my body absent of your touch the truth is i've been setting up to self destruct and you finally got me see that my focus should first be on me, and I can be anything that I want to be.............
