Truely i can never sleep.

Honestly i dont think i would have any substance issues if i could just sleep normaly. I have never been able to sleep with out the aid of substances, which is why i became such a massive stoner when i did take it up.

But if i could just sleep sober every night i could actualy enjoy smoking herb every now and then oppose to this fucking prediciment i find myself in tonight.

 

ey man I didn't sleep at all last night....

the moon's on the rise

 

how do you cope?

 

well I cope by spending my time doing productive things.
I used to sleep well when I smoked ganja every night, but I can't do that any more and havn't for a long time now.

right now I feel pretty strange, and I've grown to love this feeling.

I might pass out and sleep all day,
I might stay up and pass out all night
meh, it doesn't really phase me
I've so much energy that I don't really need that much sleep.

 

Yeah but do you work or study?

 

yeah some nights I work really late (I work in recording studios)
other times I just do my work here on my computer.

another reason why my sleep schedule is so wack.

when I was backpacking I would wake up with the sunshine, and go to sleep DEAD TIRED at around 10pm.

Living outside is the greatest. being in doors really fucks with my head.

 

I love to sleep. I pity the fool who can't.

Does your head just chit chat keeping you up?

 

Thats kind of funny when i was living out of home i would spend all day in the back yard (either just chilling or trying to catch our free range guinea pigs, they're quick) and although i didnt do anything much tiring i would be asleep by 11:00 pm every night and up at 7:00 am every morning!

 

always. unless I make them chant. then it's dissolving.

 

Yeah if i try to go to bed at a reasonable time but usually i just dont get that feeling sleepy feeling so i dont even bother till it is really early in the morning or it is the next night.

 

Oh sweet mama.....I am gonna try that. Do you ahve a favorite chant?

 

I just lay there and wait it out. Eventually I will fall asleep.

do you live in delirium?

 

computer use makes you too wired to sleep

 

Yeah...

it's hard to explain, but I start with the layer of voices and I duplicate them one by one until there are many and I can hear them all harmonizing and warbling around in pitch and well, it's pretty much gibberish but that means recalibration. gibberish is like scrambling the psyche. and it's throat singing, but with my mind throat...and there are many me's just drowning out the thoughts....

blessed be

http://www.last.fm/music/Monks+of+the+Dip+Tse+Chok+Ling+Monastery,+Dharamsala

 

ok maybe i do sleep, the title should have been "truely i have trouble sleeping" but that doesn't sound poetic does it?

 

i've learned how to function quite well on little to no sleep...

 

Yeah i was thinking of reading the bible...

 

http://www.last.fm/music/Lama+Tashi/Tibetan+Master+Chants

mantra of blessing is a trip

 

read prometheus rising, R.A. wilson

 

Prometheus rising?