Trishs bitching

I feel like I have no rewards but not just that but ive been giving everything and will be in the future with no reward at all for at least a year....

yeah, i quit drinking. fine. in a week... im quitting smoking for good... then doing a flusing recharge diet... and since i have no car or job (not my fault either), im gonna have to work at a grocery store or some shit trying to pay off our HUGE debt.. we cant even pay our electric, phone or cable this month. fuck it.

somehow i gotta get a car... someday. when ever i ride the bus and go down town (where all the good jobs are), i get hit on my creeps. one each touched my boobs and after i slapped him, he still followed me.

i have to have a lot of medical testing next week too and more but it's too private.

yeah feels good to bitch.

 

I got a little portable DVD player and I'm watching that show with Paris Hilton and Nicole something and she put little shoes on her dog. I think someone should shoot them both in the head.

 

but nicole is hot. paris is too thin.

 

i'm very sorry for your troubles but that makes me feel better about my life

 

haha glad i could be of service.

actually i have a very positive outlook.. now that i bitched, i feel better.

 

My sig should make everyone feel better about themselvs cause there is someone in the world doing that right now

 

haha jugg

 

i never thought that was funny til now, you should put that as caption under your sig

 

Debt, unemployment, transportation issues, trouble paying bills, shitty jobs

90% of the people in this country experience these issues Trish. You are 24 years old. 5 years ago I was 24, still in college, had a car worth $250 that barely ran at all, went to school full time and worked full time, drank too much, suffered major bouts of depression, lived off of horrible food outside of what I could scronge up at work - it was a struggle.

I still do struggle. I have a hard time paying my bills at times, I've had to move away from family and friends all around the country trying to find better jobs only to find myself in greater debt. I've loved and lost on numerous occasions, been taken advantage of by ruthless companies and ruthless women.

Life is a struggle!!!!

I just keep chipping away at things, give my best and keep working hard. Sure I'd like to make more money, yes I would be happier if my girlfriend didn't live 3000 miles away from me - I'd like a newer vehicle that I don't have to worry about breaking down, I'd like less debt - I wish that I wasn't so addicted to cigarettes as they are killing me.

....but, I'm happy. I used to get so upset about the things that I didn't have and look at others who don't seem to be struggling as much as I am, but when I look closer, I see that everyone struggles - its just a matter of coping with that struggle and making the best of what you have.

Tomorrow morning you'll wake up next to the one you love - be thankful for that - many many people will be waking up tomorrow alone, facing the very same issues you face.

 

life sucks end it now

 

how clique.


i mean it would be okay coming from eliot. but he's better then you.

duh

 

argh i have been feeling kinda eh the past few days too but mine are completley self induced. i just can't get motivated to go to class or to do homework or if I do the homework I forget to turn it in. it's funny because I am a total perfectionist in every other area of my life but I could give a fuck about school right now and I don't know why and it bugs me.

 

i feel ya girl. i dropped all of mine. im starting fresh at a new school in the fall.

 

a guy on the bus touched your boob?!!

jesus....
sometimes i get really freaky people talking to me, and i just tell them to fuck off. if one of them touched my tits...i dont know what id do

 

ahhh I'm sorry that sucks. I had a rocky time last semester I only passed 6 units out of 18. the only reason I haven't dropped out this semester is because I'm done in May or else I would take some time off.

 

eh it was a diff. guy that i talked about. my city is only 60 thousand but there are a lot of creeps. this guy was at the stop, not the bus and i slapped him and he followed me down the alley i had to go.

i just want a car again.

 

a guy on the subway grabbed my ass last month I couldn't believe it. what the fuck do guys think when they do that? do they think we're gonna say 'oh thanks I really needed my ass grabbed'.

 

for me it's IMPERATIVE to keep up my GPA. it's so high and i have NO and i mean NO family funding or my own. im counting on aid and schlarships so i think i was looking out for the best. i hope.

altho it sucks.

 

HAHA please crack whore. dont compare me to that wannabe bad ass little twit.

 

haha....what the fuck do they think theyre doing now
the other day, i saw this guy obviously looking me up and down on the platform and being a total douchebag with his friends
so i went up to him and said 'stop fucking staring at me asshole'
he kinda froze up and got all red

it was great