chemically/emotionally/logically watch the vid "What the Bleep" It will show you a whole new reality or at least give you some scientific stuff to back up the one you've always known exsisted:H
thank you for the suggestion - I will check it out - and be better for it I'm sure - sinse we are all just the sum total of our expiriences. I like to cram as many and as varied expiriences as i can into this existance. the bleep had a real momentum going for a while was hoping it would spread and become a movement/belief system much like the hippie movement during the "summer of love"