Want To Be A Crazy Girl , Not That Woman Bullshit Dreamin Of A Family And One Husband And Dinner Parties Fuck It! I Want To Have Loads Of Sex, With Many Different Guys (not Necessaraly At The Same Time) I Want To Do Drugs,(rarely...) I Want To Live In A Cave And Meditate, Talk To Trees And And Feel The Animals Talkin To Me, I Want To Freak Out And Reach High Clarity Of Mind, I Want To Talk To Persons, Not Women Or Men Trapped In A Gender, I Want To Free Myself From Being The One Other Wants Me To Be, Gonna Start Meeting People That Have Realized That They Are Not The Best, Because I Also Realize I Am Not The Best, I Want To Stop Alcohol Sugar Nicotine And Sodas And Start With Herbal Teas And Sex And Sunlight And Stop Being Lazy, I Want To Suffer, That Is...... Not Only Enjoy, Because In The End That Is Boring, Because We Need To Do This Before We Can X Perience That, You Know How It Is, It Is Not Possible To Get It For Free, There Are No Miracles, The Dream Is Over, It Is Time To Clean Up, Wake Up, Feel The Hang Over And Deal With, Because In The End, It Is You And Your Karma, You Cant Use Tecniques That Are Gonna Reduce Your Karma , You Need To Do It The Hard Way.
I'm noticing a massive change in myself.. I used to be such a free spirit and even just the thought of marriage would freak me out. But now.. I find myself craving for stability and security in the form of a husband and family. And I'm only 22. But I dunno, it might just be coz my life is everything but stable right now and it's getting a bit too exhausting, and so some security would be nice... So the dream of a family and a husband isn't so bullshit to me. But anyway, I'm getting all side tracked... If that's the change you wanna make, then go for it!
Well, we definitely don't have enough whores in this world. Congratulations on being original. But then, what do I know, I'm all caught up in a "gender stereotype".
