I like to go on tha computer evry now and then. I like to watch tee vee every now and then. like to play video gaymes every now and then. Just- every now and then i look back and think- whats goin on with this computer. If you think about it most of it is fake, made up shit. Plus- ur starin inta some digital screen an it hurts yr eyes. Idk howda explain it- but wen i walk away from de computah or wen im sitin here- now even- i dont feel good. Like ya brain feels fuzzy an your mind feels thick- idk if yall feel this way- but it maykes my eyes heavy too- not good. Tee vee- ITS ALL FAke. all made up. no matter what ur watchin. EVEN THE HISTRY CHANNEL- because like- even our NAMES ARE MADE UP AND FAKE. YOU ARE NOT michael, patrick etc. you are you- so like ur watchin a tee vee. The story is MADE UP and FAKE. The people are FAKE, playin roles. THE NAMES ARE FAKE. THE LANGUAGE WE/tHEY speak is fake. The shit they eat is not natural because its cooked. BASICALLY- and if ya take one thing outta this- please take this ALL YOUR PAIN, and ALL YOUR HAPPINESS are tied to a FAKE core. Lets say ur upset because you fail a test, your car gits stolen, you get fired- THESE ARE ALL FAKE. then- happiness- You get inta a good school/college, you git a good grade, ya make money- ALL FAKE. the only real emotions- love for humans and ANIMALS (dont eat animals) and Trees and plants (you can eat these tho) also- loss (death of a human, animal, tree, plant) thats ABOUT it. the only otha emotions are like hunger and shit- which are dependant on if your feedin urself or not (you shouldnt be eatin animals- they weigh u down now and THEIR DEATH WILL weigh you down in the after life) i aint sayin to drop err thing....im just saying DONNNTTTT take ANYTHING seriously because all this shit is FAKE. EVIN THA WORDZ IM TYPEN EN IZ FAYKE SOH IT DUNT MATAH IV I VEIL LYKE TALKEN LYEK DIZ. or like this. just recognize that.