If you insist. I was going to stare down every person I walked by today, but I guess I'll just smile at them instead.
this day? any better? i don't know if its possible.... unless someones got a loaf of bliss bread to spread this happiness on...
Bliss bread coming right up! And I brought some zen soda to drink for the kids and a bottle of samadhi wine for the adults
I was in a very weird mood today, not feeling like doing anything, but I had to go do stuff. I went outside and I started walking and I felt so invisible and alone, I saw the bus leave before I had the chance to cross the street. Finally I got the other side of the street and had to wait 15 minutes, for the next bus, in 15 minutes of watching the snow fall down, I experienced an interesting transitions of emotions, I was before closed and negative and after just standing there looking how the sidewalk became white, I felt so at peace and opened my heart to everything. So I just started smiling and feeling overwhelmed, I was almost about to cry, but good tears. I got on the bus and it was packed and I was holding on to the thingie (I dont know the name of that) and I had both my hands there and I saw how my fingernails matched my sweater and I got so happy, I couldnt stop smiling. WHen I got to my stop, there was a lot of people getting off the bus and Im walking to the door and the guy in front of me, just turns around, looks at me and smiles, this happy, real smile ... like saying hey "let's smile together". Maybe he was flirting, to me it looked like a very honest, happy smile. It was so cold outside and the snow kept falling down my eyes and I loved it, everything was so perfect and beautiful. I was just so happy to be here and I realized that things might not be how I want them to be, but they dont need to be and everything is just how is supposed to and life is way too beautiful to dwell over things. Walks in the snow are good for the soul
Also when I came home, me and my roommate were taking things down to recycling and she was doing laundry, without giving it any thought I went and help her fold her clothes. I dont really like my roommate, but it was just my natural reaction to go and help her and I did it in the most loving way, making sure everything I folded looked nice and everything. It's amazing how much you can enjoy things when you do them with love
The nature of spirit is love! Life, existance, all of it is condensation of God's love. The little things make us happy because they are no different than the big things. Everything at it's Source is the same, it's hard not to be happy when you are blessed with the gift of being alive, though the bliss runs deeper when you wake up.