sometimes...i want to learn how to play

you know that game...that we learn as a child...and it eventually becomes who we are...and as you grow, you and your friends learn new ideas, and you grow apart and seperate and make new friends...yea...not ever being experienced to this lifestyle my whole life kinda gives me the urge to want to make something of my self...if you know what i mean.

this might sound a little crazy, but can someone teach me how their mind works...just a little sample of the basics on how to play...i mean, i observe quite well, and i learn from my "mistakes" all the time, i just dont have the ability to create...but before you say anything, i dont need examples...i wish for someone to tell me exactly how to play...if your up to being that open...

and also, ive become aware of the fact that if i dont play then ill never go anywhere in society...ill never get a girlfriend...a real one...not one of those chicks who are really nice and just go out with you to help you in life...so if you can, id appreciate some advice on how to play before i judge every person i come across based on my ideas of how the game is different than me.

well, there's my confession...i wish to learn how to play the one thing that scares me the most and which i have a bitter hatred of...so, if you believe in whats right, pls tell me. should i stay or should i go now...if i leave will there be trouble....and if i stay will it be double....come on and let me knoooow.

should i play or live my life.

 

I'm not exactly sure what you are trying to say, but if you want to learn how to be a "player"; as in having many girls at once or something to that sort, I would assume its better than you dont learn. All women that I come across, a main point in relationships is for a guy to NOT be a player, as in they want you devoted to only them. I don't see this as an unreasonable expectation. I say you stick to what you know, and you'll be better off.

 

I Want to Learn How to Play this Game as Well...

 

nvm...idk what im talking about

 

Me either...

 

no offence intented; but if your trying to ask for help from people it helps to try to stay as clear as possible. When asking for help, or a question from others you shouldn't try to add literary qualities to it, espically if it might create confusion (i. e. rhyme) i know you said nvm, but i from what i can interpret from your orginal post i think i might of had similar thoughts (to maybe 50% of it) and do want to help you out

 

im just sick of thinking about how we are all different and that noone can truly understand anyone else, exept for maybe a few. i believe from so many perspectives that we are the same person, experiencing ourselves subjectivly from our one mind. i dont want to go there and have someone copy me or bring a game they learned growing up or from school.

anyways, basically, im very far ahead of a lot people in someways but im not on the same page as society as a whole the least bit. i just need to learn what everyone else knows so i can make some descent friends and be "accepted".

think of me as a mixture of the government, the idea of police, a robot, a mentally insane person, god and whatever else you can add to that list. and just tell me everthing you know.

i dont know about everyone else, anyone, but i know that "I" have the ability to become someone great. but im stuck at the game. and so many people are probably thinking that they are way ahead of the game, but they still carry it with them wherever they go. and i know this, because its EVERYWHERE. school, politics, doctors, the army, religion, parenting, marketing, mtv. its just insane. and if so many people where ahead of the game it would be gone. but no, do you know how dramasticly our world would change without it? everything we know would be useless because it is gone and we agreed so.

sooo many mental illnesses would discovered and would be gone. we would unlock the puzzle to reality and everyone would have there ultimate wish. there would be no laws cause there would be no need. there would be no money either. we would become what nature intended, not what we decided was best due to our incapablilty of finding THE best way.

if i only had some common knowledge, i could start a revolution.

 

anyways, basically, im very far ahead of a lot people in someways but im not on the same page as society as a whole the least bit. i just need to learn what everyone else knows so i can make some descent friends and be "accepted".

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This is what everyone wants, and what a lot of people are, your not alone. A lot of people find things that allow them to be accepted socially, for my age group it seems to be drinking and television. Master these two things and learn to integrate them into conversation and you'll fit in with the general population.

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there would be no money either. we would become what nature intended, not what we decided was best due to our incapablilty of finding THE best way.

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The people who have interest in keeping money a very important part of peoples lives are more powerful than you or I can possibly imagine, the only way i see money being wiped out is through some great natural disaster. And even then people go to the barter system which is essentially the same as money. These are lovely ideals any socialist has dreamed of but its better to set realistic goals IMO.
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if i only had some common knowledge, i could start a revolution
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"It does not matter how small you are if you have faith and plan of action.”

 

hah.
you are too arrogant to be ahead of anyone

 

most of it is spread out and sketchy but as to what i quoted. You don't have the potiental to become someone great. That is an illusion that you must make yourself into something better. The truth is that you are already "great" all that is lacking is the ablity to see yourself.

No knowlege is common as no moment is common. The only revolution worth starting is one in your own heart and mind. And even in time if no one hears your teaching it doesn't matter for life is the now, and all future plans and past belives are the greatest lies we have. Also try to enjoy what is around you don't be stressed by the situation of the world, the only world that matter is your body, which can be larger then all thought or if neglated fade with death into dust

 

Yeah this dude is arrogant as fuck. In a thread in the mushroom forum he claimed to be perfect. hahaha I just laugh at most of what he says and try not to take it seriously, because I find it hard to believe that someone would say such ignorant shit and really be serious. He has to be joking or some shit.......at least, I hope he is joking.

 

Here's what you do Jim. Move to a tight ass city, only rock the freshest gear, keep L's lit all day, bump the new WU cd loud as fuck, show a ho that you can handle yo shit, if you have a kid someday be a dad, go to work, never sleep in late, drunk or sober dont lose your composure, keep your mind of girls cuz if you ill enough they will come to you, and you be straight. Is that the kind of game you mean? BTW, tell jokes, everyone loves them

 

"should i play or live my life."

The only way to get the answer for one's self is to try it on for size.

I recently read how some of us come in as perfect, which can be terribly boring for us, to inspire other aspects to stretch to their full potential. I think we came in as we did when we did because we are made to exist in the coming system of things rather than the dying one and by coming in before the end, we are not only the foundation upon which the new one can be built, but we inspire others to pick themselves up so that they, too, can get "to the other side" of this shift in consciousness. If a "lost, aimless" soul comes in off the street, all keyed up by a teaching and quickly masters that teaching, the ones preaching it without living it are suddenly pushed by facing their reflection, thus potentially motivating them to finally take the plunge into their heart what was only in their head and get where they intended to go in the first place (more like reminders of the path). And such a quick to catch on one can add dimension to older teachings and understandings, moving forward those who have mastered their preaching even further. And for the ones that have been perservering faithfully, those who catch up can add their excitement, lend a boost of enthusiastic energy, wind to the sails and because it comes easily to them, light-heartedness for the ride

Even a journey into the play can not only help us know for ourselves if it fits, we touch those players no longer satisfied with the validation of others and material things.
I propose: test driving the play is living your life.......
and quite possibly those others perceive as lost and/or aimless, are those who made it home and went back out to show others the way...........
flip it (the perceptual lense), man

 

"if i leave will there be trouble....and if i stay will it be double...."

LEAVE!!! And yes, there will be trouble but trouble is part of the fun.

"should i play or live my life."

PLAY!!! Why live your life unhappily when you can go out and find your true self.

 

I think I understand you. I've often wondered the same thing, that if everyone in the world could understand the way everyone else in the world views things, all would be understood - is that what you mean?

 

up, down, back, square, triangle, square, back, back, triangle+square


and there you have it.

 

There are some rules you need to respect, and play this game of conventions. But in order to be accepted in a group of friends, you also need to break free from the rules, otherwise you'd be boring...