so i'm a little paranoid

agoraphobia is hitting me pretty hard. it's night time.. so i don't have to go outside.. but i fear doing so... even though i have no planned places to be until wednesday..

i need a kick in the ass.

 

all the good parties are out there.

 

i have never liked parties.. i was the girl that was sitting in the corner just watching everyone and then freaking out and leaving.

 

Asshole!

 

okay, all of the good grocery shopping and libraries are out there.

 

i have 4 dollars.


part of this new paranoia stems from having my name in the newspaper twice... ugh... now i definitely have to move.

 

Did you kill somebody?!!

 

all of the good moving stuff is outside

 

Move to Canada....you'll need shoes though:hat:...the city snowplow just went by......again

 

i'm not allowed in the library...

and i have food.. but i will go when i need to.. hopefully no one looks at me.

 

no.. gave my kid a pot brownie.. but i was found not guilty of a misdemeanor..

 

hell no.. i would cry all the time.. the boogabaah does not do good in cold weather.

 

Pot brownies are for grown ups.

 

woot

there is that at least

yeah, you need a bigger town.

 

ugh... that does suck.

get up and exercise, do something healthy. sit in the sunshine outside. has it been as beautiful lately in chico as it has been here?

 

i have a bit of agoraphobia myself, i went out the other day, and the place was so full, i kinda freaked. which is not me. i usually walk around and talk to everyone like i know them, and just enjoy the atmosphere and hanging out with ppl. but lately, i would much rather be inside my house than to be out there.

 

How did you get caught? Was your kid an undercover cop?

 

it's weird because i HATE it.. but it's there and i can't win every time i fight it...

yes, pot brownies are for grown ups.. there is a lot more to this incident but i don't feel like typing it all out again.

it has been nice outside here.. (when i peek out the window) i think about riding my bike to the park.. but but but... i just start to panic.. i'm never gonna make offline friends now.