so i know that drug threads

cause people to have fucking heart attacks
but i just got to share my latest journey
through the wacky world of meth
so i have been up for two days
and me and my bf have just been tweeking
together you know talking listening to music
he really likes breaking benjamin so we been
listening to that and the radio mostly and watching gay
porn mostly just for laughs because gay porn is funny
i have never felt so close to someone as i do to him
cause of the amount of time we spend together
so its like love and shit
but after two days of tweeking i needed to take
a shower i could feeel the grime on me so bad so that
was the end of this meth trip but i cant wait till
the next one

 

hopefully someday I'll have a deep bonding experience like that with someone.

 

yeah man i love him he gets angry with me cause sometimes
i just ramble on about shit hes more of a actions speak louder than words type of person but its funny i think to piss him off like
i punched him in the nutts and he got so mad i had to deal with
his angry blubbering for an hour but he finally forgave me

 

I worry about you. I'm sorry. I've done meth n liked it but only a few times. I think I worry cause I've had problems from substances n I hear OVER N OVER N OVER AGAIN from EXPERTS... that when a person that abuses meth hits rock bottom, it's the most difficult to treat.

Be safe. Have fun but remember the dirty side of it.

 

yeah i know the risks
but right now its just fun to do
kind of a game were playing
doing something that is taboo
you know it makes us feel like were rebelling
against a world that doesnt give a shit
about us

 

Cool.

I don't mean to preach. I mean I'd shoot dope in a heartbeat again if i didn't care that it would evenutually kill me... and it will.. i like it too much... so yeah, i gotcha. just like i said, have fun.. be safe... but remember what is FUN now... can be the opposite in a heartbeat. *preaching over*

(you really do worry me)

 

don't smoke meth. thats just dumb.

 

you are such a nice person lucky
i missed your posts while you were gone
welcome back

 

yeah uh ganjaking dont knock it till you try it

 

Thanks Rasta. I try to be nice. I can be a bitch though. I didn't want you to think you are lecturing me but I've seen the dark side of "fun"---- for realz.. over n over..


Nothing can be really dark if it don't bring you enormous pleasure first. It's sick but it's true. My best advice for you is to just stop but you won't listen so stop when you start to feel outta control...which I think u prolly HAVE TO A BIT BY NOW... right?

 

Why not just smoke some pot and take a pill or two or something else?
Meth is nothing to really fuck with.

 

btw.. i dont hardly know you rasta but from when we have talked you seem hella sweet n innocent and i guess i care as much as i can because you dont deserve to go thru what im afaid yer gonna go thru. dig?

 

weed makes me trip out i freak out when i smoke
it but meth well it makes me feel focused and good
i love it better than any drug

 

I don't need meth to know what it turns people into. Every single one of them. If you seriously think you can justify smoking meth the same as one could justify smoking pot, you are sadly sadly mistaken.

 

as for me feeling out of control nah i feel
good it helps me and boodah bond
and we both love it

 

why not weed is a drug just like meth

 

Do some research. Mary Jane can make people lazy n the smoke..that's it... and psychological things and anxiety at times.. it's easy to deal with and not a big deal. It's safer then alcohol n cigs.
It'll be the only thing I'll always do and yeah, sometimes I need breaks from it like if I'm coming off of other drugs and don't want panic attacks.. use it responsibly. Kay...

But METH... its DIRTY. da ganja is not dirty. it's not physically addictive. you have no idea what becoming addicted to something like meth or heroin can do to you.

I used to defend junkies n shooting up dope...sure it's um... orgasmic times a million. BUT i watched good people OVER N OVER N OVER again let a DRUG that destory take over them and meth is seriously just as bad or worse.

yer gonna do what yer gonna do and hopefully it wont kill you before you realize things. cause it will. *taps foot n waits*

 

yeah i think this meth is the worst drug stuff
is just hype and propaganda
im not addicted to the way it is used
me and my boyfriend do it exclusively
with each other its just a tool we used to
expand our bonding and loosen up
i think we are more addicted to our bonding
sessions than the drug itself

 

^^^^ yeah. what she said. I'm all for legalizing all drugs, but even then, I still wouldn't have any desire to smoke meth. My sister-in-law and her b/f are meth junkies. The saddest thing i've ever laid eyes on. I've had many friends who moved out to the west coast, only to move back, so tweaked out on meth they didn't even remember me or ever knowing me. Needless to say, most of them cleaned up here, moved back out and the last I heard, 3 out of 4 of them are dead.


Have fun.

 

well fuck i dont know if that makes sense but wtf i tried