smokindude???

any1 seen him, i think he hasnt been around for ages now :/

 

you can always contact him via AIM. According to this post (http://www.hipforums.com/forums/showpost.php?p=3197078) his screen name is Mavericks41991

 

so i take it he was prema baned?

 

We are not allowed to discuss bannings

 

Yes, we must only bah and eat grass... And be shaved of course.

 

lol

 

Why would he get banned? What happened?

 

whiteboigmoneypimpin. thats all im saying.

 

??wtf i remembeer that dude but still what?

 

Did smokindude get capped? lol

What the hell is going on where is he?

 

Of course I do not advocate sheephood. However, there are certain guidelines I agreed to when I signed up (as did everyone else).

Even discussing bannings, complaints or not have proven to be grounds for a banishment. The reality is if we had an active mod, that there would be a lot more bannings for breaking siad rule.

420, I'll PM you

 

Is he the guy that was an asshole? Or a dickhead a lot of times? Or was he one of them cool dudes? I do remember the name.

 

BAAAAAhh

 

Hahahah you guys are the shit. I miss every single one of you. I never knew i earned up a rep like i have, good or bad i didnt know i was noticed as much as i am. Anyways, ive been doin good, probably had the worst week of my life 3 weeks ago involving the ol rents, but hey its done with so im gratefull.

Green, i really appreciate for creating this post about me atleast it shows i made some sort of impact on the forums, whether it be good or bad. But im pretty sure ive been banned for good, whenever i try to log in i get "You have been banned from the hipforums". Toobad i couldnt talk to skip, because i really didnt mean any harm with the whole whiteboigmoneypimpn thing, you guys know that. I would post on the forums but everytime i do make a post, i get logged out and it takes awhile for me to log back in, and its a real handful. Also idk why but all the proxy sites i use to log in, dont allow me to post new threads, or private msg, causing myself to not post.

But i do visit alot, just not post. Ive been busy latley, so i havent been visiting that much for the past couple weeks, ive been going through alot. But anyways, i wrote a poem a couple days ago that i posted in a thread in the lounge and it never got bumped so its somewhere not to be seen. But here it is if anyone cares to read it, it sort of sums up my life the past few weeks, my social life really, not really stuff that goes on at home. Yall already know about that. Theres also a bit of smokindude point of views towards life and stuff...And no matter what i do say in the poem, i will smoke weed forever and appreciate what it has done for me, like helping me come to the conclusions i have about the life im living in..but oh well here goes...


*Getting caught up in the meaningless*
Shit like highschool girls, drugs, tryin to say the right thing
Its getting stressfull, so im tryin to get on ridalin
I know that will only cause problems, but its the best relief
Just bought 240 millagrams instead of blowin it on keef
Shit never made me feel better, i even love school
It makes me talk to bitches and even act cool
Im not talking about popular though, im not like that
The adderal just makes me love myself and act normal and not wack
No shady motherfucker, it gives me the strength to talk
It doesnt change who i am, it just brings it out, You could even tell in my walk.
When im on 40 milagrams i can feel like i can accomplish anything
Get me a script, send me to american idol and ill sing
Maryjane i love ya but you turned me into nothing but sketchy
But when im on the adderal, the words i speak become catchy
Now im off the rant on my bad habbits
I just speak my life, not fake like a cartoon rabbit
Theres this girl in my life, she leads me on to her
She the nicest and precious thing i ever met but im losing to another sir
She falls for all that cheesy bullshit, like compliments and jokes that make her laugh
She thinks hes sincere, but he just wants to get laid, but she to gullible to notice that
Shes always on my mind, but im startin to think fuck that ho
She plays with my heart, and just says "so"
Its obvious you want to be with this legit white trash
I come real with it, so trust me hes just that
Smell the tabacco smoke from this grub down the hall
But choose who you want, cause its your call
You lie and tell me you dont like this kid
The actions prove it girl, i can call the fib
See, i told you ive been thinkin of stupid shit
I know it wont mean anything so i gotta use my witts
Its just so hard, with the drugs, the love, and shit i deal with at home
Ive came along way though, of only wantin dome
I quit those dirty thoughts, thanks to the adderall
It makes me think of what counts, thats all
Remember this, Moments come and go, but memories last.
So remember only the good, to relieve the sad.
Long term sadness is caused only by ones thoughts
So think before you act, because in the earth we are caught.
You decide your mood and nobody else
So think positive, or your life will just melt
In my life theres depression, surpression and agression
But I still talk to God to do my fessin.
Im telling you, life is just what you think of it.
So never live a day in life without being optimistic
I know the techniques for a life of happiness
I dont live it though, theres just too big of a mess.
Dont be like me because right now, im getting caught up in the meaningless.

 

Oh ya and in the thread i was talking about where i posted this a couple days back, Vactom(for those who do not know hes a member here) responded nicely but also said i sounded like an addict. This was my response...

But ya, i do sound like an addict. Im aware of the dangers and stuff, but words cant express how better it makes me feel about my self-esteem, confidence to do things, talk to people and everything. Adderall completely reverses those effects, while doing harm to my body. Weed made me into a pussy when it came to doing things, the mental effect it had on me was insane. Two years ago i was a well liked kid, to girls and boys, everyone knew my name. I moved then started smoking weed frequently and moved back, and now ive noticed im not close to being like myself. I tryed adderall, and it changed my life. Im not saying im getting addicted, im just sharing how it made me feel. Even little doses like 20 mgs gives me that self confidence. I dont get all cracked out and talk fast and all that speed related effects, im simply chill, wise, confident, and that swagger everyone contains. Adderall is a dangerous drug and as i said i know what im doing, but its hard to lay off it when you know it doesnt change who i am on the inside, it just changes how i express that real personality to others.

 

Alright dude, good to know. Not trying ot have a bro of mine get hurt. Hope you the best.

 

:/

 

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Uh quit that ritalin shit. Sounds like you're becoming way too attached to it, and you will find yourself NEEDING it to accomplish anything.

 

dude I think you might have add smokin dude. You said in another thread you got distracted easily lately, and that you had trouble focusing in conversations. Maybe you should just get tested for add, because it sounds like you actually need the medicine. If it doesn't get you high, and it helps you focus and express the real you, than that means that you have add. This is exactly how it has been for me once I saw a therapist and began to take medication for my add and my depression. Best of luck man, sounds like your goin through a lot of the same shit I'm going through at school and with my girl. Peace