New to this forum and ready learn from others and explore as well on my new journey of bi/gay path Little background..I’m Indian married and have kids and we are in our 30s…my wife and I are highschool sweetheart…we got married in our mid 20s and quickly discovered to talk out our kinks …long story short, we opened our marriage she became a hotwife with combination of cucking me….she loves mm…I would service some of her bf/lovers eventually bringing my bi/gay in me that I never imagined ….past few months she has hooked up with my cousin who is 20s, he renting our basement …. I have supported their relationship and he even has brought forward his black hunky friend to the mix as well…….I had the honour of having mutiple mmm and now I service both of them as well…. M-f wife goes and stays with him after kids go to bed. Being in this journey has brought my bi/gay in me big time… my sex with some of my wife’s boyfriend are very intimate and passionate mm sex…. I don’t have any feminine traits or behaviours but i have certain men I am attracted to and if I get a chance it’s more than sucking and fucking…it’s very intimate. Which tells me I’m more gay….,, I’m beginning appreciate how great it is to have sex both ways… since I’m not getting much FM, I’m deeply enjoying MM fully …. Looking forward to explore more !!
Why don't you try dating a trans woman. That way you would have the woman you are used too, but she would have a cock so you could explore your gay feelings. And there would be no appearance of gay sex.