Sometimes I feel like I go off track in my life. I've broken away from my parents guidance at many points in life, but I've opened my mind in many ways by doing so. I'm at a point in life where I'm somewhat confused about career and relationship. I'm basically just looking for some alternative guidance. Thanks
Hi Reno91 You are here with the intent to focus on a purpose or reason for being. In at least two past lives you dealt with depression. This is where you lost your guiding light so to speak. In one past life you lost your faith and died before you had a chance to come through the inner torment and chaos. This on a cellular memory makes it hard to put the pieces back together because you lost sight of what the picture was. The way to begin again is to start with a clean slate and paint a new picture. Create a focus and head toward that goal. Make a list of things you enjoy and pursue them. Be willing to change your focus and perception. Your life purpose will come out of this search. What you asked for in the Akashic records was a change to begin again. This is about you defining you and learning what it means to be true to your self. The same honest you face yourself with you will face those around you. There is no way to run from this, or hide behind excuses or blame. The truth is your life will only have the meaning you invest in it and purpose you give to your choices. When all is said and done the only question you will have to answer is did you grow, and did you learn from this experience. Its unusual to see a potential future life written in the Akashic records but in your forming this life you wanted to prepare for a future life as a sacred teacher in the new age. How else better to teach than to find yourself willing to begin again in this life. All of the experiences and lessons that come your way will prepare you for this future journey. Your lives are what you make of them. You chose your parents because they could help you come back to your heart space and learn to stand on your own. All those you come to know have agreed on some level to support your choices. You will find you will change course several times in this life and feel like you have lived more than one life in this time. You have. Find your center and what gives you fire inside and if nothing does then create a purpose to get you started. Change is not to be feared but embraced. Life is an opportunity and becomes what you make of it. You are here to enter your own healing vibration and to discover what that means. The more you enter into love and compassion for the whole the more you will find the focus you desire and wish for within. This life is about Beginning Again with new hope and a trust that will not be shaken.
