I use to be so chill. but lately I feel overwelmed by thoughts. Just a dizzying array bombarding me, unless I am with a few specific people, things are weird. I don't like smoking with new people or in new areas. My head feels like its going to explode with thoughts sometimes and one little thing sends me spiraling down. often I feel the only time I can have a good high is when I am drunk. I do have a few friends that I love to death that I can smoke with..but I think I am aware that I need to know peoples motives on a large scale (and motives that are more minute, ones that I must sense) to feel comfortable smoking with them. Is this odd? I miss some of my friends I use to smoke up with two years ago. so after that, I smoked alone on the beach which felt amazing at first, but maybe with no one there to talk to, or no music to distract me, I was left alone with my thoughts for to long.
that whole thign pretty much sums up my whole blazing experiance when u are ripped, most of the time i find u will find yourself with skethcy people, which i hated one of the main reasons now if i blaze, it's either alone or with only good friends
Been there, but I was like that to a certain extent before I started toking. Sometimes when ripped its amplified. It comes and goes, its really not something to worry about.
