pain is what i know today all that's good has gone away how this time did i get to be so depressed inside of me before the weekend i was high on life and today i feel the joy has died i don't know what to do my auora has gone from bright to doom depression grips around my throat it laughs outloud as it gloats it once agains has its hold and promises to not let go it grips me tight i can not breathe it distorts everything i see it scares the hell out of me must find a way to be free