Mine don't compare... I'd actually feel ashamed telling you what bothered me after reading your story. That's some crazy shit.
shit dude that sounds awful... yeah i dont have anything nearly that bad either. i ran out of oxy on a friday night after a several week long binge. did not sleep a wink saturday night, had to go to work on monday so i took 4 benadryl and a 12pk of beer sunday night. slept maybe 2-3 hours. woke up extremely tired, drank a ton of coffee. when i got to work i was sweating like crazy, nautious, hung over, felt like having the spins but much stronger. threw up on the dock, got that shit all over me. i just left work and called once i was in the car as anyone could probably tell i was either on or coming down from something, and my vomit still smelled like a mix of beer and coffee, which was all over me. so yea that was kind of shitty never od-ed before though. awhile ago a friend had 8- 5mg oxycodone leftover from a script he had, he wasn't a recreational user so he gave em to me. swallowed those, wasnt feeling a whole lot, an hour or so later i arrived at another friends house and bought my first 80 off him and railed that forgetting i had already taken 40mg of oxy. after about 20 (great) minutes i started getting really sick. didn't have to go to the hospital or anything, but was pretty bad because i wasted the first 80 i ever got lol
you all should be glad. the thought of naloxone strikes fear into my heart like no other. i've had my fair share of the occaisional post-opie puke sesh too. it's not fun but imo, you feel a lot better after puking, the same with alcohol. glassmasta- where do you work? i know the feelling of dreading a shift while withdrawal is setting in. if you don't have to talk to people at work, at least you can go hide and smoke cigarettes alone or something.
The only close od I ever had was when I ate a whole fent patch (forget the mg) before I had any tolerance. I thought I was gonna just stop breathing and die but never did. I did however mix coke, dope, alcohol, high strength pain pills, and lsd and woke up with only 9 fingers the next morning. Still have no idea where or how I lost a finger, and luckily did not bleed to death.
It was a pinky, but the suckey thing is it was my fret hand. Havent been able to play guitar right since.
OH MY GOD! really? were you inside your house all night? where was the majority of the blood... LSD can make you do some crazy shit... Do you think you cut it off or somehting? Thats Ganster as hell... hahah hard as fuck... wow just wow... to the op that sucks dude... I would hate being restrained... feel like an animal, even spending the night in jail was hell for me. I have no idea how people spend 30 years plus in a cage... I would kill myself.
Not sure where Bill, I had a blood trail from my car to where I dropped in bed, glad I didnt kill anyone. I prob left it at a walmart or something, wasnt a clean cut either, it was ripped off. I hardly needed meds at the ER, I was still fucked up. They asked why I was there, held up my bloody stump hand with a smile and they rushed me in. They had to grind my bone with a pair of pliers, didnt feel it, only hearing the scrap of bones. They wacked with more drugs, and that sent me even further to space. They sent me off with an appointment with an orthoedic surgeon and a script of OC. Got them filled at Wally-world, took a couple than proceded to collapse it the parkin lot pukin everywhere while soccer moms rushed their kids past me. That was one crazy event in my life!
it was a manufacturing environment where i was a manager, would have had to had meetings with department heads and what not, which would have been baaaad lol
Naloxone is the same as narcan, right? I had no idea it caused those side effects. My worst is tame by comparison. I've been on hydro's for 7 years for a degenerative disc problem. First 5/500's, then 10/500's, maybe 10-12 per day. I've only started to get wd's in the last 6 months or so. The wd's start within 8 hours of running out. Diahrrea and aches mainly, like the flu. When trying to sleep, I get some sort of weird thing that I guess is a whole body version of restless legs syndrome. After 3-4 days it goes away. I've heard of people who take 30-40 hydro's per day and having it a lot worse though. I remember a story about Burt Reynolds, who had wd's from hydro's so bad he spent 3 days in the shower because his skin was burning.
My worse experience so far was cough medicine. One Saturday night I decided I was going to see what it was like. I was stupid and listened to some retarded people at my school saying to drink a bottle of it. So guess what I did I drank a bottle of cough medicine at about 1 am and passed out pretty soon after that. Later on that night I woke up at 3 or so in the morning and I was having seizures. I don't know what happened between that and 5 am. What I remember at 5 am was talking to my cat and God and then I saw a street light and thought it was the white light you see before you die. So I tried to go with it but that failed and passed out. Then my mom woke me up later and I had to go to church I was still tripping balls. So I went and came back from church and went to bed when I got back and slept for 12 or so hours. If you ever wan2 try a drug you never have go to Erowid.com to look at it. Now I do DXM every once in a while but now I know the dosage.
I've tripped on Nyquil before. For some reason I always had a better experience when I was sick anyway. It's a really speedy, nervous but very euphoric buzz. It's definitely not recommended though, as it raises your blood pressure to dangerous levels, which is why I haven't done it in years. I remember having a bad cold one night and went out and bought a 10 oz bottle of the stuff. I was also drinking beer. I took the recommended dose and it didn't do much to help my cold. So I took another, and then another. I was feeling pretty good, and by then I'd already had 10-12 beers, so my judgment was fucked anyway. So I said fuck it, and kept drinking the stuff, and before I knew it the bottle was empty. I tried to watch tv but it didn't make any sense, like I completely forgot the English language. I didn't care though, I was speeding and tripping at the same time. I heard fantastic music in my head that I can't even describe, and closed eye visuals that were amazingly complex and rapid. But it got fairly unpleasant after awhile as I started to get this feeling in my head that I could only describe as brain freeze, which I'm guessing was caused by high blood pressure. It was probably 12 hours before it began to settle down, and even then it was over 24 hours before I could sleep. Overall it was a pleasant experience, but not one that I would recommend.
I don't like high doses of DXM it just fucks you up to much. The little doses around 200mg are the most pleasurable.
DXM is absoulte CRAP.... It just fucks you up so hard in the head you can't reason shit or know what the fuck is going on..... I say this about just about nothing: "Being sober is better." <--- harsh gay
i apparently did a little too much heroin not so long ago. i did some earlier that day and didn't think much of it (especially since it was just a rinse) but not long after i shot i was extremely cold, had terrible tremors and couldn't stop shaking/shivering. i had the worst migraine i've ever had and i remained under all my covers twitching and clutching my aching head all night. i still don't know why it affected me in such a drastically negative way that time in particular. i've been fine with it since then.
What you had was 'cotton fever'. What really gave it away was that you mentioned a 'cotton shot'. Cotton has natural bacteria attached to it, and when it enters the bloodstream via IV use, the cotton proceeds to break down and give the effects of a bad flu. Rinsing cotton makes you even more prone as cotton degrades over time and enters the needle more easily. IV users experience this from time to time, while not dangerous it is rather uncomfortable.
Damn dude, that is some hella hardcore shit, man. Have to admit, it made me laugh a little though just how cavalierly you mention it almost in passing after your almost-OD with fentanyl--which by the way, I OD'ed on that shit this year, I wrote about it somewhere else here I think, maybe not, I don't know... But yeah I had a bowl packed that I was about to smoke, but first I smoked the shit out of some of that fentanyl goo that you squeeze out of a patch and next thing I know I'm coming to, lying on the kitchen floor and no longer in the garage around back where I'd smoked the fentanyl. Worse still, I didn't just come to, I was rudely awoken by my folks whom I'd been staying with there shortly just after getting out of rehab and I put my hand in my pocket to find my pipe and see if I'd smoked that bowl or not as that was one of my first thoughts, only it wasn't there and though I'd just OD'ed for the second time in the same year, all I could think was, "Fuck! I lost my pipe?! And my pot?! LAME!!!"... anyway, for (part of) my story of a 'worst drug-related nightmare', I wrote about it here: http://www.hipforums.co/mnewforums/showpost.php?p=6418367&postcount=48 Shit, it's hard to believe I OD'ed twice this year alone! Wait, no, there was a fucking third time, too! HAHAHA! I OD'ed like the very next day after the time I passed out on the kitchen floor; it was the same as before, after smoking too much fentanyl, and the third time I started to burn a whole in a table out in the garage when I was found AGAIN by my folks with whom I was staying with just for a short time... good god. I don't know, I may have just been seriously going on the nod that time however, but I did black out long enough to burn that hole in their table. They wouldn't let me smoke in the garage ever again after that (and I think they took my pipe, though my dad smokes out and doesn't mind me smoking out, he denies taking it but I don't buy it). LOL! Good fucking times. Christ, you know those times are not even the first times in my life that I've OD'ed, either: But this was the first year an OD sent me to a fucking rehab clinic where they SERIOUSLY considered committing me and I had to go to court in shackles and handcuffs to be released since I was in rehab not of my own volition. And I also had one of those fucking penis catheters stuck up my dick, I remember that shit from when I came out of my coma that my OD put me into for a few days. Jesus. Anyway, about your finger, I mean sorry, I know it's not *funny* funny, it's just like some "'Big Lebowsky" or "Fargo"-ish Coen Bros.-type shit, duuuuude!!! Like, all I could picture was you all trashed having a fucking animal like a dog ripping it off while you're mangling up a job of hopping a fence because you're so damned drunk and high! That, or, something like you accidentally shutting the car door on it, yanking really fucking hard and not stopping until your hand was free to go ahead and drive with! HAHAHA! I'm sure you can see the humor in it Can't ya? Dollars to donuts it was something not-so-crazy like that that accounts for your now missing digit (by the way, is it entirely gone, or do you have a stub of it left or what??!). Probably just a freak accident, tragic, but in a way just a comedy of errors, you know?
Hey if you can't laugh at yourself you know, LOL I mangled most off it, and the rest was surgically removed, somewhere there is a nice chunk though. On the bright side I got a vacation from work, and enough scripts to last a month. It's hella easy to get meds when you tear your finger off, not that I recommend doing so, LOL