note: this started out more or less as a story I wanted to develop, but it ended up being a rant/my current thoughts and I kind if wanted to publish it and see how people see this. Also, this isn’t very organized at all like I said, this was the start of a story but ended up being just random words thrown into sentences that kind of relate back to each other. oh and I'll say this again some of the things I have written here are probably unclear. I apologize. I noticed a few things; my brain is fried, there’s no food and I’m feeling alone once again. There are things that I wish I could do, but it seems as though I cannot. I’m only going to be young once. You see, I don’t believe in reincarnation. The way I see things are that once you die, you die. That’s the end. There’s no more left to say or do. There’s no heaven or hell. It’s all blasphemy, only gullible people believe in silly things like that. Who is Jesus Christ to tell us random stories like that. If you think about it, people around that time frame were not the brightest people. They still aren’t today either. I know I’m not smart either but this is just my opinion. I don’t care if you don’t think whatever I’m saying is total garbage or not. But it’s just my thoughts on these topics. More on topic, how did Adam and Eve reproduce in that time frame to having 6.6 Billion people and counting. It’s all silly reasons as to why people believe in the things they do. I want to go on a road trip out west, driving through some deserts in Arizona, possibly the famous route 66. Maybe with some friends going on a burn cruise the whole way there and just plain driving around with no worry at all. Kind of like the way Charlie felt while he was in his friends pick up truck and how he felt infinite. (The Perks of being a Wallflower) I’ve always wanted to do something spectacular, like helping a great mass of people that does not include donating money. Sure, anyone can donate money; but those who actually go out of their way to help does people further. Those feed the children campaigns, so useless. You’re just promoting more deaths in Africa. there’s something that Darwin once stated before and that’s survival of the fittest. We send food over for them to prolong their lives and they just reproduce and have more mouths to feed. We can’t keep sending food over there. They’re living in a bad terrain that only provides enough for the few. We’re wasting time, money, and resources helping these people out. Listen, before you start thinking I’m racist; I’m not. This is geared towards all people out there. I just want to spread my ideas and change society. Society can be such an embarrassment at times. It’s just disgusting seeing some people and the way they are and how they behave. It makes me see why some people have done the things they’ve done in the past. They all want something changed and to make life better. There’s only certain people that have taken power to their heads; actually countless amounts of people. Those are the leaders who ruin society. Society will never be perfect but it can be betters. There always will be those with a criminal mind but how did they get to be that way? There’s plenty of explanations as to why people behave the way they do, but a common reason that most people would agree with is their surroundings, their environment, the people around them, the community. It’s sickening seeing people do nasty, horrible, cruel things to each other. Society is sick. I don’t understand why we do the things we do, more or less the reason why. You decide whether you do things or not. Maybe it was predetermined. It could be that it was predetermined for you to decide whether or not you should do this or that. Does anything truly matter? You have those that are close to you. But in the end all you really have is yourself. Up until you find that one true person who would do anything for you. But that’s hard now and days. You can’t buy love like some people are doing these days. I saw someone who bought an “obedient” Vietnamese wife for $35,000. It’s ridiculous how stupid people are getting these days. I’m only 18, and I even see the stupidity in this. That girl is foolish to marry especially only for $35,000. The guy can be a complete dick or abusive, and shes just ready to give herself up. I have no respect for people like him especially that stupid, stupid girl. (http://www.chinasmack.com/stories/chinese-man-spends-35k-for-obedient-vietnamese-wife/) if you want to read more about it. Well, I’m not sure what else to say I don’t really know what to call this either. I guess it’s just my current thoughts on some matters.
