this is weird to have to say but im in a panic. i live with my parents. im 38 years old, ive had tremendous hardship and have no money, live in a bad area, no transportation, no way to get out and my parents are in denial. my mother just said that i need to get married and be taken care of. what scares me to death is they are active baptists and can make it happen if they want to. my opinion may not matter much. i cant marry a man, have sex with him, which grosses and frieks me out, and then do what everyone wants just to please my family. even if its a way to get out, i still cant do it. im truly worried and mortified over here. ive been so desperate trying to get money, i even went on a sugar momma site, but im old! ive tried every way possible to get money only to fail the last four years. i dont know what it is i expect from other women right now, but im open to options. talking to them wont help, in the past they have tried to ruin my identity, and im just quite frieked. its hard to explain on a forum but if anyone wants to help, write me.
I know that restaurants and food chain stores is always hiring , you can start at something small until you find a better job.
