Hello, you may remember me as a posted a few questions on LSD a couple weeks ago. Well, I heeded your advice and skipped out on that dealer due to fear of the Nbome shenanigans. So after searching, making calls, and asking favors for about a week and a half I finally stumbled upon 3 tabs of LSD (One hit on each from what im told) Let me preface this trip report by saying A: Thank you guys for your helpful advice, the experience would have been far less enjoyable without it, and B: This was my first time hallucinating and before this I had only done pot, molly, booze, and some prescriptions pills. It started off simple, I put all 3 tabs in at once and held them in there to dissolve for about 10 minutes before swallowing them. I was watching sitting around with some friends who were smoking but not tripping (Though they have before) and I began to come up around 30 minutes in The body high was tingly and curious, kinda like a mild ecstasy feeling. about 40 minutes after that the visuals began First off I stopped understanding/ being able to speak English which was very frightening to begin with but I just reminded myself I was tripping and tried moved past it. As this was happening I began to see objects at the corners of my eyes and colors seemed to sharpen and I began to focus in on everything It was until music came on that I completely let go of my ego and let the drug take over. Which was about the time my mind turned inside out and upside down Things in the room changed rapidly, colors melted together, and objects in the room changed rapidly from one thing to another. The lamp was the T.V and the T.V was the lamp and friends faces started to drift through my vision as I looked around. Light flooded the room and I had to leave to the backyard. From there I was playing a mix of blues/Bob Dylan on my ipod and began to feverishly weep at the thought of all the people I ever knew and ever will know watching me, and judging me as the trees swayed cartoonishly over my head when I came to realize why I was the way I was which made me curl up on the ground and just stare at the sky, which seemed to be also moving in a way I cant describe The entire world around me was alive, and I could feel it. I understood that the world dosent and never had revolved around me, which is what I had always subconsciously assumed. How insignificant everything is in the grand scheme of everything. The rest of the trip included colorful experiences with strange voices and small animals but that wasnt very significant I came down around the 13 hour mark slowly and peacefully and I was home by around 1 AM. My mind feels like its been permanently flipped upside down. Doors seemed to have opened that I didn't know existed. I hate people I was perfectly fine with and vise versa. I cant look at anything with the same perspective as I did, and I don't know if I like it or not. The experience itself was beautiful and I intend to experiment with a higher dosage in the near future Along with that I have a friend with access with DMT and I would like to ask if it would be a good decision to try that as well Thanks for the read and advice -Jack :love:
That sounds like an awesome first trip... it took me 20-25 trips and a LARGE dose before I was finally able to let go like that. Share the love brother, don't immediately accept everything - but take the hints as they're presented to you :sunny: There may be many different reasons you're seeing people in a different light - take the time to try and figure out what's making you analyse them in the new way and how you analysed them previously... see what the differences are, that might help you understand the changes. No need to hate anyone, just love them and see them for who they are - although that doesn't mean you have to be around them if you don't want to be
Good report! I relate with alot of your descriptions, such as everything feeling alive and The abstract associations like the lamp and tv seemingly intertwined and inseparable. The experience with music on LSD is great, can you reccommend some good blues you listened to? I'd suggest taking time between trips to integrate some of the insights you have gained from your trip as tastyweat mentioned, I can't really relate with the hating people I liked feeling you have but sometimes LSD has left me feeling a bit disillusioned and isolated. I'd reccommend exploring DMT at some point.
:2thumbsup::2thumbsup::2thumbsup: Can I give ten thumbs up? (..... it turns out I can't.) This is the best first trip report I've read in a long time. Not only did you avoid the nbome trap, but you seem to have gotten some quite potent hits and by accounting for set and setting and doing the proper research before hand you were able to handle it and have what sounds like the fundamental LSD experience, if you could imagine such a thing. It's confusing, and it takes a long time to think through it all, but there's a lot there to learn. This thread really just brightened up my day. :sunny:
Ahh man I gotta say any texas blues took me to hell and back. People like Albert King, and SRV an such. Slow blues beats and rythms followed by insane solos is thrilling when your coming up A great overall playlist would be artists such as BB King Albert King Eric Clapton Stevie Ray Vaughn Bob Dylan Red Hot Chili Peppers Pink Floyd I had all these on my ipod and it was had a great flow from inspirational fast guitar music, to slow emotional and connective music.
Very nice. As tasty said it can be a while before you have that kind of confidence on a trip so good on you for having such a great mindset about it. I would get paranoid about being judged on some of my trips so you are a lucky dude.
