After a few months of gathering materials and growing I was finally able to enjoy the fruits of my labor a few days ago I decided to go with 5g dried golden teacher for a dose. Ive always been the type to jump in without dipping a toe in first So I eat em and think, I'm gonna wait about an hour to examine what its doing to me. Then I'll leave the house to head for the clearing where I plan to spend the trip. 15 minutes later I'm sitting on my bed in front of a fan when I notice I feel like I'm buzzing or vibrating or something. This was disturbing cause I didn't expect it to kick in so fast. I started to get worried, got up to look at myself in the mirror. My pupils were freakin huge lol. I look at the carpet and its got little swirls moving around in it. And the fibers are moving around like some kind of Sea Anemone or some shit. I start to feel disoriented like I been drinking. And incredibly sleepy. I start to hate being in my house. Idk why but I felt I had to get out. I decided to head to my car and drive to the clearing. But I needed a bottle of water first to help with the nausea. Any walking at this point was a serious endeavor. I could barely stand and walking just felt like I was wobbling around. Everything except what I was focused on seemed to have a shimmer. After intense concentration I had my water and have made it to my car. Driving wasn't difficult but every time I was jarred by a rut or dip in the ground it felt like I was pulling several Gs in what ever direction I moved. I found my spot and got out. The clearing is on a hill and as the sides slope away the brush and trees become really thick. Theres no light I can see except the almost full moon. My plan was to jump on the back of the car and lay across the rear glass just staring at the sky. I stand at the back of the car, hanging onto the trunk lid to stay on my feet. I'm contemplating the jump onto the trunk lid but I can never get myself to do it. I keep thinking If I pull it off ill just slowly slide off the car. And that prospect seemed terrible. I was feeling bad but I couldn't figure out why. I kept thinking that if someone wanted to they could kill me like clubbing a baby seal. Because I had almost completely incapacitated myself on this drug. When I closed my eyes things looked awesome. Yellow and orange cords with surging currents running through the blackness. It was almost violent with its intensity. But I couldn't keep my eyes closed because of the paranoia. I could not stop thinking of my "tactical situation". Which seems ridiculous now. Finally I decided to just sit in the car with the sunroof open. Once I did that things were so much better. I just laid there in the seat staring at everything. The sky looked like it was in front of a really fine grid. Lines of dark pink and purple with green filling the boxes. I felt wet but I couldn't tell for sure if I was or not. Then I starting thinking about the mice in Hitchhikers Guide To The Galaxy lol. Why would a being so much power project itself into a form that so much nasty shit happened to. Then I thought that to a being like that, its physical existence as a mouse would be just like a small extension of its consciousness. Looking at the moon I began to marvel at the way everything orbits around something in the universe. I thought things like, I am part of the universe. I could ascend to a higher plane of existence or I could die. Both would be intriguing. But I would still exist somehow no matter what. There was no good or bad in anything, everything just was. I just sat there and stared at the moon, Venus and stars, thinking things like that for a while. Later I finally decided to drive back to my house I was still tripping but it was all mellow. Everything looked sweet in the headlights. All the green plants and yellowish grass just seemed to shimmer and the colors shift. Everything looked purple/blue outside of the light. It all just tapered off after that and I went to sleep a few hours later. But it was crazy while it lasted. I was remarkably clear headed after it started to wear off. I don't know if my shrooms are just weak or what though. I figured 5 grams would be crazier than what had happened. I'm about to start a new career so I can't experiment for a while but I want to try 7-8 grams next :2thumbsup:
Shroom potency can vary allot, but sounds like they were at least decent. I bet you see a dramatic increase in effects at the 7-8 gram level, you are getting a little more heroic at that point.
Oh, ok then. Sorry for assuming. I enjoyed reading your report. It does sound like quite a heavy dose, considering you had trouble moving at some points. Sounds like you could handle more, though. Tactical situation, I lolled, I have done the same on a few drugs!
