MXE musings

Considering MXE is an analogue of K it doesn't seem like it has much in common with the text book K experience nor the text book dissociative experience in certain contexts. This is coming from one that has never done K and have very little experience with these types of chemicals except for DXM. And I understand all too well that text book is not always gospel. Not everything happens by the book but I am just making my observations based on the only knowledge I have available to me.

Moving on, I have found that MXE at a higher dose produces a very mind fogging, emotion whirling, vision blurring, strange high. I kinda get that mind and body feel right on the brink of the nod on opiates. It's bliss. Unless you subject yourself to very emotional situations then it can shake you to the core. It's so very chaotic and unpredictable to me but not in a bad way. It is very hard to describe the profile of this chemical for me because I have nothing to compare it to.

For example, On a high dose I watched the movie Enter The Void where in which I could relate myself and some of my past to very easily and it became very very difficult but felt extremely therapeutic so I wasn't put off by that emotional intensity.

Another example, On a high dose I was sitting in bed reading funnies on the internet and just lost myself into hours of gut busting laughter. I felt absolutely elated, floaty, swimmy, and care free.

Now, lower doses MXE allows for extreme mental clarity for me. I can sort of address emotional blockages from a different perspective. This is where the dissociation is more apparent, strangely enough, and in a therapeutic way as well.

I usually clam up pretty bad when it comes to talking to my family or my bf about things that are deeply troubling me but on a low dose of MXE not only can I discuss these things but I come to great realizations. It is very different than the forced realization that some psychedelics provide. It also allows me to tell people the things I need to say that would otherwise be too emotional for me to say.

All in all, MXE seems like a pretty good anti-depressant for me along side having some fun recreational value as well.

 

Interesting as no one has really provided a trip report or analysis for mxe that I've seen, the higher doses sound very similar to experiences breaching but not quite in the k hole from ketamine and the lower doses sound like an opiate sort of to me. Thanks for writing this!

 

On a lower dose I can step aside my emotional boundaries and look at things/discuss things from a purely rational clear state of mind. Without those emotional walls up I can see things so much more clearly and work through them. When I come down the conclusions I have come to or the light I was allowed to see destroys those stubborn walls. It's a very progressional thing if anyone else were to use it in that manner. As the saying goes, Rome wasn't built in a day.

 

Ironically Thats exactly what got me into trouble with ketamine, 'stepping aside' my emotional boundaries, but if you feel you found something therapeutic for you than that's cool.

 

It's nothing as earth shattering as a good ol psychedelic slap to the back of the head. Haha. The two are equally just as therapeutic but completely different in their mechanics on how they go about things. I could see using MXE as a reminder to those lessons learned on psyches as well as a tool for light therapy.

Not saying that every time I take psychedelics or MXE it is all business, to so speak. I do enjoy just letting go and basking in the glory of it all. Because we all know that the sheer power and endless beauty that psychedelics have to offer is mind blowing and something to behold. :sunny: :daisy:

 

i just sniffed some, not sure of dosage.... maybe 100mg... not sure about this chemical or my cross tolerance. might keep bumping til something happens.

at the moment my opinion is this feels like healthier weaker k.

 

weak not in the dose sense

 

I started out weighing it out but with my little spoon I found out that an even scoop is about 100mg so I kinda dose based off that. It is very forgiving as far as dosing goes. I haven't gotten myself into any trouble going 'too far'. I think you would have to take a pretty hefty dose to get into a good 'M-hole'. I tried but didn't succeed. I was just reaaallly fucked up. lol I don't even know if there are any accounts of people falling into that sort of state (K-hole like state) so I am not sure if it is even possible. Even at my most fucked up state I remained 'connected' and was still able to move around and function though not very well. Though, as I have mentioned before I have never done K (by itself anyway. There was a batch of X with K in it I ate once.) so I have no concept of what a K-hole is like. So maybe what I felt was MXE's own version of the K-hole.

 

Basically in a K hole you are completely ego lossed, the visuals will be insane (not in a traditional psy sense but things look completely different) and the room will look like a massive warehouse and you are on a conveyor belt... that sort of thing

 

On a high dose of MXE everything is kinda blurred at the edges but sharp in the middle. Outlines are real swimmy, wiggly, kinda melty. I feel like the air is thick, I can feel it's weight, yet I effortlessly float through it.

On another note, MXE gives me mad munchies.

 

This might seem a silly question but has anyone tried talking on it at 110mg-ish doses? I've dosed that much a few times, ut only on my own so haven't attempted it. I've seen people on large K doses and they've turned into 2 year olds as far as speech goes.

 

haha It hasn't been that bad but I am so fuzzy minded it is kinda hard to say what I mean because I really don't know what I mean.

 

Fair enough Not sure how you watched Enter The Void, i find that film strange enough when sober. I watched a comedy program on it, where some of the sketches were a bit surreal and the guy talked to camera a lot, i thought he was talking to me and me alone. Thought i was losing it, but wasn't paticulary bothered luckilly.

 

I think you are giving the k tards too much credit.

 

Haha! You may be right

The weirdest i've seen is a room with 4 people deep into a K hole (they said after). Looked like they'd just woken up from 50 years of hibernation. I was on MDMA and bouncing off the walls, so the 2 didn't really mix socially.

 

A very interesting read, this, and the first comment you made in the thread.

I have an interesting idea, try MXE with aMT, or, MXE with MDMA, or better still, all 3 together! I'd just be careful with the doses since aMT is a MAOI.

But based on the emotional qualities of all 3 drugs, I bet it would make for some serious super happy playtime!

 

I'd give it a go but i'm not brave enough to try any combos other that a bit of alcohol with my drugs (which is a combo i suppose, alcohol being a drug).

 

I don't know about MDMA but there has been reports about bad synergy between MXE+MDAI and even a death from that combo.

I would advise you to procede with caution when mixing these substances and even more when you're considering mixing all three.

 

Information on the death? was anything else consumed?

I was doing a lot of booze + mephe + some methoextamine an i was ok but i wasn't doing that much.

 

lol