the relationship between me and my girl molly is like one that was never meant to be last year when I took molly pretty regularly I had the best feeling about myself ever. eventually the effects faded after I started to increase the span of my uses out. I want that feeling back though. but my brain wouldn't be able to handle it. back then my brain was completely fine after, but now I can notice very large focus problems after my normal dose. its terrible. :'( if only it were herbal, and had no effects on the body.
you need to lay off it and take a break from MDMA including pillz for a while. Taking things like 5-HTP, tryptophan, and getting the right nutrients will help your brain recover. I used to do pills very regularly and after a while there began to be some negative effects but they are gone now since I stopped. I can't tell you exactly how long it will take for you, but I can say that I think you will be normal again after a break, and then if you decide to roll again it will be amazing, close to your first time again.
Yeah man I used did a lot of E my freshmen year of H.S, like pop every weekend, usually both days. I quit for almost a year, popped again but felt so shitty afterwards because I felt stupid I gave up that year long of not rolling. It was almost 2 years after that when I got my first molly and it was a good experience but not worth it because I still felt reallly shitty... I gave up mdma from then on. I find I like tripping a lot more with Shrooms or Acid because it's more of an "experience", and you don't feel shitty afterwards. But just take it easy man, it'll get better before you know it.
i had a terrible comedown after using mdma and rolling almost all summer straight. im scared to touch her again. so i feel you man.
I was just generally stating. over the past 4 months I've done it 2 or 3 times and I don't plan on doing it anytime soon. it just sucks that there is so much to worry about if you roll. I wish I could just live my life in the permanent state of happiness that I was in the entire summer.
