So I ate a dose of molly for the first time earlier tonight, I'm still rollin my balls off and I ate a bunch of 2C-B on top of it. I feel amazing and I'm trippin pretty hard.. I'm real introspective right now and I'm analyzing everything real hard, especially friends. It's crazy how you can see the true nature of every friend when you're trippin, it's kind of depressing though when you realize that some of your friends are 2 faced bastards though. I'm feelin great tho hope everyone is havin a good night
Thanks, for thinking of us while you're rolling. Hope you learned some good things about the people you know most.
Thats what cid did for me the first time, and i wish i would have listened. I realized what my friends really cared about and what they wanted out of life and the kinds of people they were, with out the barriers my mind puts up to tell me they are my friends. I just thought it was the drug, I thought the all cared about me and shit. Then one night I had a party at my house with just my friends, no more the 6 of my closest, or so I thought. Me and one of my home boys went to get some more bud and booze, and when I got back, everyone's car was gone, and every tv, computer, dvd player, alot of my mom's jewelry, and video game system, along with most of my cd's and games, was all gone too. I felt like an idiot, and a complete moron, and worse of all I felt completly betrayed. The 6 guys I would have trusted my life, and the lives of my family, to complete fucked me over. I was despressed and felt like an outcast for a couple months. Then I realized that when I had dropped acid it told me these things but I just ignored them, so now when ever any drug, be it shrooms, mdma, mda, lsd, lsa, 2c-b, what ever, tells me about the character of a person, in my experience it's true and to trust it. It's not the drug that makes you think that, the drug just shows you what your mind doesn't want you to see. I wanted to share this story so people might not make the mistake I did in thinking I knew better than the all powerful Lucy. Molly too. I see how ignorant I was. Trust it.
