Matt... Rat

fuck you for that reference to me. i have agoraphobia. was just diganoised with that and just recently got over my tumor.

i come here to talk to talk cause i need to do it and i cant go anywhere else.

if you dont like my complaining and asking for advice... shove it up your fucking ass.

i thought that was really rude was you said and i dont care if i do get banned- i just think that was insensitive to you thinking that I think this is the ME forum.

fuck me up your arse. i wish you were in prison so it would happen.

 

I think this is what he ment with the 'drama' part.

 

I wanna see the prison sex part.

 

yeah, i know im full of drama. ive come to accept it. but i try to do my best with it.

the fact is...

if i didnt have this place...

right now, since i cant go out.. .id have panic attack after panic attack.

i think matt is being fucked up by being insensitive.

 

continue posting, fuck matt.

 

You can not expect everyone to be as sensitive as me, especially on a forum on the impersonal internet.

 

well, i WAS in the hospital three or so days ago after shallowing pills. had my stomach pumped.

(it sucked)

it i dont talk here, i wont anywhere...

but if it annoys something like matt so much, that i do like.... (that makes it worse)

i wont.

fuck it.

AND..WHAT'S WORSE IS. HE'S A GOD DAMN PSYCH MAJOR. OR WAS. WHATEVER. I WOULD THINK HE'D HAVE A HEART AND NOT THINK EVERYONE IS JUST LOOKING FOR ATTENTION.

 

bird, I wanna watch you have sex with a cow.

 

So instead of telling me to "fuck off" in a more sensible way - like through e-mail or PM - you air it on here, only resorting to the same antics I was referring to in my thread.

Of course you want to make a big scene, though. That should be expected.

But in my thread, I never mentioned your name. So either you have a guilty conscience, or I really am just a ruthless asshole. Or maybe somebody's simply in denial and can't face the facts unless they are favorable ones.

Either way, I am not going to go on about it. You've got your own little clique here wrapped around your finger, so why the fuck would you get upset over something that I say? I am meaningless.

Unlike you, I don't have people at this site that will stick up for me, so it looks like you're at an advantage anyway.

 

cant we all just getta long(or getta bong)

 

I have to correct you on one thing; you have people that will stick up for you too.
Actually, more than anyone else I think.

 

At least you didn't get called a lame attention-whore....

And I love you, Matt.

I love you, as well, Trish...

 

I like you Rat.

I like Interval too.


can't we all just get along??????????????

 

Matt...

listen, im being real. i have no clique here. i dont talk to anyone that used to be my lame forum clique. i went my own way.

now, listen....

i made this thread cause i was hurt and upset cause of what you said.

like i said you are a psych major.. you should understand certain things and not be an ass...

I DONT LEAVE MY HOUSE (i have panic attacks if i do anymore). ive been hurt. BUT, yes, it's all on me... i need people to talk to though so i do it here.

if it really bugs you, i will leave.

 

I don't think Matt mentioned you in that thread

 

No, Trish. I don't want you to leave.

 

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well, i am. im not leaving but im not opening up anymore.

i have no one else to talk to. it's pathetic but i admit it.

why do you think i tried to kill myself this week? cause im pathetic.

but even i have too much pride to keep telling people things when i get rude remarks for it... esp. from people i DID respect.

 

blah blah I was here a long time ago and people always hate matt he loves it,it gets him off, and for you drama queen stop feeling sorry for yourself its really lame

Kisses

 

Didn't someone photoshop a picture of you getting a giant facial on the old forums?

 

I really encourage you guys to work your differences out and then create a thread about it. Just to keep us up to date.

thanks guys

hhf