You know what I was thinking on the little burn run i just went on....well here's what I think. I think that we should embrace our thoughts that we have while baked. Like even if they are fucked up thoughts be like ok...accept it and move on.....instead of questioning them and fighting them....easier gone once accepted. That way you'll have more thoughts...
but if you dont question them then how can you embrace them for what they are? I think we should embrace them but also analyse what they mean, to us, and to everybody else.
and I agree to an extent but I'm talking about those thoughts that you're just like WHAT THE FUCK....you start to question your mind....like bad bad...like I think that we should just accept it rather than get you down. Does that make sense?
you know my title of this doesn't have anything to do with my post. it's from my fav song tangerine by led zeppelin. here are the lyrics for any out there that can appreciate Tangerine Measuring a summer’s day, I only finds it slips away to grey, The hours, they bring me pain. *tangerine, tangerine, Living reflection from a dream; I was her love, she was my queen, And now a thousand years between. Thinking how it used to be, Does she still remember times like these? To think of us again? And I do.
I love that song fireice so much I might just get my guitar out and sing along to it now by the way I dont think we should forget about those thought that get us down, but try and get something positive out of them....
About thoughts and stuff....well StonerBill not to be fucked or anything but for example....say when I smoke sometimes I'll see someone who I am completely not attracted to at all but all of a sudden I imagine myself going at it with them....typically I'd get all grossed out and ask myself what the hell I was thinking. Rather than sit there and get all freaked out cause it's not a thought I like having, I'm trying to just accept it and move on. When I get thoughts like that I end up analyzing it and spending way too much time. I don't know if that's the best example but it's what came to mind right now.
Okay rather than start a new thread I'll just rant here. WHY WON'T MY DAD GO TO BED???????????????????? It's like he knows I want to smoke and that I have a fat bowl just sitting in my car. WHY WHY WHY????????? He's watching stupid shows on tv that they'll replay a thousand times anyways. Maybe this is divine intervention or something telling me that I've smoked enough today and that I should just go to bed. Then again....maybe not....hmmmm.....I don't know why I even bother. My parents know I smoke. They've caught me enough that it's not like it will be a surprise. It's like the army in my house though....don't ask-don't tell....or whatever that stupid policy is.
sorry man i still cant really relate to these thoughts you speak of. the onyl time those thoughts come into my head is when im jackin off and i start seeing gross things whenever i imagine naked people and that pisses the shit out of me but its just annoying, i always just let it go caus my mind has always had a compulsion to say or imagine what i dont want when i tell it that i dont want it. like if i dont want to get horny, ill get horny. or if i dont want to be mean, my mind will find all these mean things to say. or if i want to concentrate on something, if i think about it to myself, my 'other voice' will distract me with shit. like when you try not to laugh, its funny. its never been an issue, i just put it aside and forget about it. so i know what your talkin about but i guess ive never seen it as a problem or wished to dwell on it caus ive always accepted it as a glitch in the mind.
lol...I sound like some crazy freak who's off thinking dirty thoughts about everyone and their neighbor........you know what that was a totally bad example. It's not like that at all. Well I consider myself a nice and pretty good person but sometimes when I smoke I get evil thoughts. I end up getting stuck on these thoughts because they bother me purely because they are even entering my mind. I was smoking when I wrote the first thread so maybe it's not that important as it was at the time. I guess thoughts don't mean shit as far was what type of person you are but rather actions.
no, it means you have self control. now if you control yourself for a recognised negative outcome then you are immoral.