How do you say goodbye to Mary? Could be permanently, temporarily, etc....whatever the situation may be. I ask, because people usually make a much bigger deal out of the first time they've smoked in a while and the last time they are going to smoke for a while as well. Today could very well be the last day I smoke for multiple reasons, but mainly because I have other "financial obligations" that prohibit me from spending any money on herb. I've been pretty broke lately and my friends have still been smoking me out, no questions asked (that's just how we are here....we don't even think twice about smoking our friends out...it's a given, a bit of karma I suppose), but I always hate accepting things from others and not being able to give anything in return. My friends say they could care less if I can't match , but I just don't feel right taking and not giving. So, perhaps I'll just have to take a break, always enjoy em anyways. Today will most likely be my last day, so I think I'll probably just roll myself up a jayski and trek somewhere there's a view of nature and play the guitar for a while. Well, how do you say goodbye to mary jane? Even hello after not having hung out with her in some time?
Yea....in the past five years I guess the only times I've actually "had" too was for probation and before my surgery, each being around a month in length. When I was in Europe I didn't smoke for a little over a month too, just didn't make getting it a priority (Amsterdam was another story....). The random breaks are sorta fun though bro, you should give it a try sometime. Sure bud helps you to appreciate many things you wouldn't otherwise appreciate, but being "sober" has it's positives too.
I have to all the time and it's hard. I just deal with her absence despite the fact I have so much energy I don't know what to do with it all . .
just cuz i've never had to sacrifice ganja for anything doesn't mean i'm stoned 24/7... though it don't mean i'm sober all the time either.. ... i remember a couple weeks ago when i thought i was gonna run out of weed.. that day sucked.. but i got me a $30 sack to hold me over til my shipment arrived.. i think they last time i went awhile without smokin was when i was in Vegas for a week.. about 4 years ago.. i didnt smoke nothin that week.. i wasnt willin to trust the shady characters that came up to me on the strip
I gave up my baby once, but it was simple my town was dry on pot there wasnt any i could get anyways. I dunno dude if your friends want to smoke you up let them, im sure your finacial status will channge and you can just smoke them up later. But then again i guess it depends on the person i have no problem smoking ppl up without them puttin in anything
Werd.. i'm willin to smoke people up all the time when i'm out and about.. it all comes around to you in some shape or form in the end
^ i know thats what i meant, Ill smoke anyone up even if they dont have any to match. it Usually is full circle, i mean you smoke them up and eventually they'll smoke you up
And that's exactly how my friends are, and all the chill smokers in this area for that matter too. I just feel bad after a while when I take and cannot give in return (not just herb, this applies to pretty much anything in my life). Perfect example of my friends though, took place about 20 minutes ago: I went over to one of my close friends house to pick up a 5 sack (I know....like I said I'm broke) for my final jay today, and he hooked me up with around 3 grams of quality shake. He said I didn't have to give him the five, but I felt obligated....still $5 for about 3g's of some good shake is one hell of a deal. So I'll have this for however long it lasts (probably just be fairly conservative with it, but not when it comes to rolling jays for my friends who've done the same for me.) Looks like this last dance is now turning into a last concert.
I've been dry for a couple days, scraped the fuck out of my pipe last night... Got me stoned at least . I couldn't go without smoking for more than a week, I get really moody and pissed easily.
Yea i thought i was gonna chill out but i figured i still smoke just moderate it a bit and work harder at school
So I've got like maybe .5 of that 3 grams of shake I got earlier today....Naturally smoked all but a small jay of it with friends, weed karma in full proof. The friends I smoked with had smoked me out over the past week...actually shit that's not even worth thinking of, we all always smoke each other out, I guess I just only start to think about it when I am the one that's having to be smoked out consistently. Anyways, this is is a lesson to all smokers, share your herbs and others shall share with you when you don't have em. Sounds a bit like a commandment, one that all chill smokers live by as I've come to learn some time ago.
Whenever I need to take a break I just hang around other people. I still have a few friends who don't smoke for their own reasons, and I know that the temptation will lessen without other stoners in the room. But then there are nights like last night where I couldn't sleep so I packed myself a bowl at 2:15 and smoked to Home Movies. Good times. If I ever had to give it up for a few weeks/months at a time, I'd have to have a really good reason... I guess we'll just cross that bridge when we come to it.
Just find something to do. As simple as that. Ever since my football team got a coach from a D2 college, my days have been filled, and its still the summer. I only smoke like once on the weekend, and I'll probably smoke less when school actually starts. Just go join a club or something. Maybe go get your college degree if you don't have it. Just do something, and it'll be less of a dependance.
I thought Friday was going to be my last dance. I moved in to college yesterday and didn't really expect to start smoking till I got settled in and everything so Friday night I hit Bongalow Bill more than normal and just enjoyed it. Who would've thought I would find two stoners and smoke joints with them on move in day? But if I knew for a fact it was my last time, I'd just do what I normally do, and smoke, chill and just have fun. I wouldn't want to do anything 'special' or 'extreme', I'd want to leave Mary the way I knew her.
