I feel like that all the time, much much more so when I haven't had my seizure meds, at that point I feel all of my evisceral emotions boiling and I want to rend the flesh of some small weak creature from it's bone....... but that's why I have the little voice that says "you only want to do that because you are chemically unbalanced, that's not you" and I feel a lot better so just say "I only want to beat the fucker with rebar because I'm tired" and everything will be better and remember bubba is waiting, and horny......