jwh-018 wanted to die

oct,3,2010

ive smoked a few different kind of jwh chemicals out of my vaporizer several of different times and ive had two hprrible horrible experiences and after this one i had this morning i will never smoke spice again...infact i feel lucky as hell im even still alive...let me tell you about the first terrible experience i had in june before i go on with the one i had this morning. Back in june my boyfriend started up in the spice business, he makes his own spice which is one of the best on the market...so i can have jwh anytime i want...the first time we vaped it was the 018, i took about four good puffs and held it all in as one hit for about 20 seconds.within 3 minutes i was feeling awesome...never felt so retarded lol..i was so high and so happy...i had some visuals...dont know how to explain it...i felt like i was on a little boat rocking back and forth fast....it got way way too intense....nothing would stay still everything was so distorted...i couldnt help but to panick....i was sure that my heart was going to just rip out of my chest it was beating so hard and so fast...i tried to make my way to the bathroom....i hyad naseau really bad...took some fallls and it was hard to do but i made it to the bathroom.....sitting on the floor i was thinking this is it...my life is over, i know im going to die...my son(who was at my friends) wont have a mother anymore, everything just kept getting more intense i didnt hit the peak untill 3 hours after i vaped the jwh and i didnt start comeing down for another hour or two....i felt like i did see the spiritual world...i seen things i cant explain totally jus people and heard voices...it was weierd...i kept dry heaving and throwing up stomach acid for about two hours....damn i cant explain how horrible it was....i dont believe in god but actually started praying to keep my life.....everything hurt...nothing would stay still...my whole body was throbbing...
after that i swore i would never vaporize jwh again but my man got me to try other kinds that wernt as strong and i took good hits but not too much and felt great and did it alot and didnt have a bad experience.
this morning we mixed 018 and 073...i dont kno wat i was thinking but i wont up cranky and took about 7 huge good puffs and held it all in as one hit for little over a minute...wat was i thinking... i felt great.was so happy laughing,playing with my son(my brother was here and sober watching him) we were having so much fun laughing and he was givin me kisses...out of no where i felt it...the beginning of how it felt the first time, which isnt that bad at the beginning but i knew i took way too much and knew exactly wat was coming next, i teared up and statred to cry...i couldnt help to yell and cry "no,no,no it happening agian" i was so scared didnt kno wat to do...i made my way to the bathroom slamming into the walls...crying and moaning in pain...alll the same stuff happened again but was way more intense...i didnt think i could feel worse then the first time but this time i pretty much figured i was dead and tried to lay there and let happen wat had to happen.this time a little was different...i heard a bug zapper the whole time...this time the whole terrible experience was about 3-4 hours but felt like a week. i thought the bug zapper noise was my brain being fried...i could breath and was having terrible panic attacks like before...everything eas swaying back and forth really fast...everything was distorted....i had a strong tingleing feeling inside like the one that mephadrone gives u but it was 100 times stronger...so strong it was painful....i cant explain how bad this whole experience was...i was dumb and tried to talk my self down by nameing things i looked at but didnt rememeber wat anyhing was called...i felt like killing myself but wouldnt ever becuz my son needs me...it was so so so terrible...my son heard me cry and scream from the other side of the house...and hearing him yell "mama mama" broke my fucking heart...i tried to explain my experience the best i can but i kno i left things out...i will never even smoke spice agian...i jus kno it is easier then u think to overdose on jwh....please please do not vaporize this stuff...something terrible can happen and it wont be worth it.

 

you probably shouldnt do any drug around your son either...thats kind of fucked up

 

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i have read a number of horror stories like this one. These compounds are highly active in the 1-2 mg range for most people. It really is worth making an effort to control your dose and dose low if you are going to use these RC's.

i have vaped upwards of 35 mgs and had a very intense, very psychedelic (CEV's) and trippy (thinking) experience. No real panic, but i am a DMT freak and also have a HUGE cannaboid tolerance in general. But, i do want folks to know that at least with 018 you can actually eat it and get similar, but (i feel) gentler effects and don't have to risk smoking/vaping something so new . . .

 

Another winning post by Orison.

 

paragraphs are your friend remeber

 

Dude, you smoked way too much.

1 hit and I'm good for at least 2 hours.

All you need is a tiny bit, just the tip of a knife, that's it. Anything more than that, you're asking for trouble.

 

its just like smokin pot...usually...so i feel pretty comftortable with being high on weed and spice around my son...and i could care less about what else you have to say

 

that was a reply to purpbythepound

 

okay, well thats a pretty fucked up view. you think it's okay to fuck around with a chemical that has a well-documented history of major panic attacks and general freakouts around your son, and then you DO have a major freakout after already experiencing the same thing before.

thats just a lack of responsibility, i'm sorry.
i wouldnt be saying this if you were not also involving your child, as it is your body and your choice, but he doesnt need to see that shit

 

u mixed them 18 and 73 which are both pretty strong. so u probably mixed the normal amount of 18 that u smoke. then the normal amount of 73 u smoke then.

what it sounded like you where cranky and just in a bad mood and thought man ive smoked this shit before no problem im in a bad mood hopefully if i just smoke alot it will fix my mood or something and so u got a bit cocky with it. u dont even need 7 hits, and u dont need to hold it in so long. so u just did way to much. and so, whats ur lesson.

you obviously forgot how strong what u where smoking is.

respect and learn ur compounds.

u learned a good lesson


its like getting burnt with fire
u wont be so careless now u where hurt

 

You should be much more careful with this stuff. People seem to treat JWH like it's weed, if you have a lot of weed, you smoke however much you want until you don't want to smoke any more, and people do the same with weed - even often forgetting that it usually takes 2-5 mins to hit you properly after you've vaped it.

If someone gave you some THC, would you just vape however much you like? I doubt it, you'd take a small amount to be safe. The same is true of the synthetic Cannabinoids, especially the more potent ones like JWH-018 and the CP series.

For some people as much as 1mg or 2mg vaped JWH-018 gets them very high, so you NEED a milligram scale or better for this stuff, and you need to start with 1 or 2mg unless you have a ridiculous tolerance to Cannabinoids. Then you need to give it 5-10 minutes between hits and never double up your dose, just add another 1 or 2mg each time until you hit the high you want.

You don't just go and take 7 hits, even with a high tolerance, that's really irresponsible, especially since you were looking after your son at the time. One hit is all you need, and if you're going to be high around your son, at least dose elsewhere, and give it 10+ minutes beforehand, that way if you end up dosing too much and have a bad experience, he doesn't have to see. Seeing you go through that will really hurt him, and he doesn't understand how drugs work, it's probably a lot scarier to him than it is to you.

If you're going to keep smoking JWH, DO NOT get 018 again, I know it can be used responsibly but I - and I mean no offence here, this is just what I've noticed with other people who've dosed too much before - am sure that you'll do this again. My only experience is with 073 and 081, I noticed the same panicky anxiety was very easy to reach with 073 even though it's often touted as being a lot less anxious than 018. 081 on the other hand, the stuff I'm vaping now, has little/no anxiety until you vape a LOT. I've never felt bad on this stuff, just a little paranoid at times when I was out and about, but not even as bad as good weed. 073 on the other hand was a LOT worse than weed.

Really though it just seems like chemicals with such low doses aren't for you. If your boyfriend runs a business selling JWH and spice then I'm sure the both of you can afford plenty of herb. So maybe save JWH for special occasions and stick to the slightly less potent ones like -081.

 

This is the most important thing to know about RCs.

 

I didn't read all of your experience but I did see the words 'really painful' in there a few times and if it was as painful as trying to read that huge lump of words I feel for you.

 

that sounds awesome. where do I buy this stuff?

 

online,, if your a real marijuana smoker, I dont think it will work on you.

not going to lie, my friend (ed) and I smoked this shit- didnt do anything to us.. we stopped smoking real marijuana around noon, smoked this shit around midnite til 4am and was like ok. this stuff isnt getting us high or are we not high. there was something there . It was not a marijuana high. felt very artificial and bogus .. Think after smoking 4 joints alone by myself btb, I finally got a sweat going on my head.,.high lasted 20 minutes..
another person that ed and I know smoked some and was clearly stoned from it. She dont not smoke the quality marijuana that we do, She also believed it was real weed ..

 

oh, so this is one of those herb blends laced with a synthetic cannabinoid? from the stuff I was reading it sounded like powder or something like keif.

I want to try it at some point but not at $60/eighth when I pay $15 for high grade Cannabis.

 

we had both k2 and a jwh018 -be the last time I ever smoke some moth balls..

oh yeah., it cost more than marijuana/ high grade Cannabis. but in order to combat this ridiculous trend of stupidity we just had to know..

now, wheres my glue..

 

sorry bro I huffed it all last night.

 

poor Elmer ..