What's up fellas, been a minute since I've posted. How's everyone doin? I'm doin well, haven't taken shit in about a month cause I've been busy with work (I work on wall street--crazy times as you all know) and I also just moved into a new apt in NYC. I think breaks are really important to keeping your mind and body sharp. I've sort of set my mind to only pick up once every 2-3 weeks at most, which I've been doing probably since August now. I think this is the perfect amount of time, weekly in my opinion is too much. Before August I was taking and spending too much. Anyway, to the point--I just picked up 6 roxy 30's and I am about to enjoy one now. It's been a month so this should be nice.:cheers2: I'm just gonna pop one for now, but I'm thinking tomorrow night I'll rail one. Looking forward to hittin up the couch and just chillin. Who else is "enjoying" their friday night? Hit me back with whats up! Peace, TC
I am about to do the same there, sir. I got 1 and a half, well a lil more than a half, more like 22.5mg to do tonight. i've been waiting all goddamn day to do these. but after these are gone, it's quittin time for about 2 or 3 months. im gonna miss em. just sucks cuz i got the the white ethex ones this time around and they suck asshole. you gotta run over these fuckers with a tractor to break em up. lol
Bro I like the Ethex, I used to get those I think. Do they have ETH 445 on them or somethin like that? I might be thinking of the wrong ones as those were yellow. Well at least you got something. i got the blue ones with M on the front and 30 on the back. i just popped one and i can tell they break up very nicely as it pretty much dissolved in my mouth when I chewed it. I think that will serve me well tomorrow night. eh, might have to push it off to Sunday night while watching football because I might be going out tomorrow. what you got on tap for tonight?
yeah the M30's break up easy as hell. these ethex's are a PAIN IN THE ASS compared to the M30's hahaha. on tap? not too sure what you mean by that. if you mean "what am i drinking?" then the answer to that would be absolutely nothing. lol. water i guess.
What up toocrisp, i didn't do shit today besides a bump of suboxone, i had work 3-11. I'm tryin to quit oxys for a good bit, and enjoy my money i've made on something other than opiates. i've got some suboxones to make it pain free. what do you do on wallstreet?
haha na I didn't mean what are you drinking. what you got planned for tonight with that roxy? guitar, whats up brother. good for you on chillin out with that man. really thats awesome. i definitely believe u can do it and im sure the sub with help a ton. this for good or just a long break? i work in derivative operations for a hedge fund. how bout you?
oh shit. pardon my idiocy. i hear tap and think "where's the fucking keg?":smilielol5: not too much, to be honest. gonna play some SNES, listen to some chillin tunes, then prolly watch a movie and ride the euphoria strait into a beautiful dream.... you?
sounds amazing. my night will consist of listening to music, watching movies and playoff baseball, and melting into my chair.
I just started a job about 2 months ago at a hilton hotel, as a van driver/bellboy. So I make some decent tips. I start school soon to study audio engineering, so hopefully I can find a job in that field afterwards. I don't really ever want to quit opiates for good, I just want to be able to moderate my use like yourself. Just once or twice or month. Right now my tolerance has sky rocketed, last year 20 mgs had me nodding, now I need an 80, and I'm starting to get sick when I don't have some, which is def a sign I need to take it easy. So I plan on weening down on subs throughout a month and be off of this shit for awhile.
just aim at breaks. this will allow your body and mind to recover. going in with the mindset of I'm never going to take a pill again is way too much pressure and causes too much anxiety, and you end up obsessing over it. just aim at a short break and make it very inconvenient for yourself to pick any up, distance yourself somehow. this may be tough but try to find a way. moving to NYC was a big help to me b/c my hookup is back home in north jersey. this certainly was not the reason why i moved but it turned out to be a really good thing. being tempted everyday because you can get them easily is a big problem. when you know they are not an armlength away, you tend to not think about it too much if at all. then when i do come home i treat myself. as soon as i finished typign this i realized you are on subs. haha. forigve me im high bro. you shouldnt be craving at all but know that you cant be on those forever. good luck dude. i agree with you that opiates are way too good to give up for good. i could if i wanted to but i dont want to, haha. if used moderately i think they are a beautiful thing.
The yellow Ethex ones are 15mg Oxycodone. The white Ethex ones are 30mg. The Ethex SUCK. I have to take TWICE as much when I take these, they are weak as fuck. I don't care if it's supposed to "legally" be the same amount of Oxycodone, they are weaker. My mother takes them for pain and pain ONLY, and she has to take 6 a day when she gets these, as opposed to 3 a day when she gets any others. I took 7 today, and barely felt a buzz. If I take 7 blue ones, I'm nodding out for a couple hours easy. They just aren't the same.
My friday was pretty sick. Although only a few Blue Moons and highest quality marijuana. Went to jam with friends at a studio, chilled back, played videogames, etc.
haha TooCrisp, you do basically what I do, "melt into my chair". just chill, watch tv or read politics.
