Isn't it funny...

Isn't it funny how when we first started smokin (well most of us anyway) were scared of gettin caught and always thought about how it was illegal? And now it just doesnt matter. I dont know if i'm the only one thinking this but hey. But yeah before we had to plan ahead when we wanted to roast a fatty, now it's like "hey i feel like smoking a fatty, i'm gonna go outside." But yeah, just another thought from my mind.

 

Yeah, I know what you mean, man. I used to be scared as fuck to get caught. I would use visine and cologne, which just made it obvious that I was trying to hide something. I used to come home from school stankin like a resin ball and my mom would stare at me and make me all nervous and shit, then she would say "what's wrong with your eyes?" As if she didn't know. Now I don't give a fuck about getting caught. It's already happened so many times that I just accept it as an inevitability. We all get caught sooner or later, we just have to decide if it's worth it or not.

Another thing I thought about when I read the post is the initial novelty of toking. In the beginning, it was so novel that it actually felt like it was a phase and I thought I would only smoke for a few months. Now, many years later, I still toke as often as possible. It used to be all ceremonial and shit, now it's just a regular everyday occurance. It hasn't lost its appeal, though. It can still be ceremonial when I'm alone and I get my room, music, food, drinks, and all of that shit ready for the session. But when I'm with friends it's really casual and not as much of an experience.

 

i was never really like that...when i first started smoking though someone would have to talk me into it, usually a family member. of course now its not a big deal im just smoking all day. i love my house though cuz when everyone lived here there was always like four different pipes going around and it was always super easy to get in on a rotation. now at home im either smoking by myself, and thats nice. i cant beleive the was some kids make a huge deal out of it though.

 

yeah i was hainging out with my cousin and his firends where talking about when they where trying not to get busted by there parnets they had to spray then slefs with axe and use visine and shit, i was like o i dont have that problem,i just walk out side smoke a bowl then walk back in,i never worryed realy about gettting caught actuly i use to a littile. id wait till like 11 at night when my mom was asleep then smoke out my window, and at my dads it doesnt matter at all, i never had to use axe or eye drops or even act remotly sober, ive been stoned and talking with my dad about something like my whos picking me up from school tommorw and ill just start laughing cause im high he doesnt even say anything,sometimes he laughs and says pothead.

 

ya i remember when i was all paranoid...those days are definatly behind me though.
I toke in my freakin room now, I wouldn't have even considered that when i was starting.
Oh well, things change, Thats not to say i'm not careful though.
And as topnotch said, I also prepare before I toke, you know get comfortable, have food drink and music ready...always makes for a more pleasant high.

 

When first starting all those years ago I'd often think about how it was illegal, but now it seems more normal than drinking.

Kinda bad in a way, as you can get yourself in trouble at work when you let something slip out...

 

it is kind of funny...at first, i was so scared to get caught, and now im wondering why i havent gotten caught yet...guess thats a good thing

 

i didn't get caught tonight, and that's good. getting caught is a bummer.

but yeah, it's kinda funny. i guess you just get used at not getting caught that you don't think you will, or you've gotten caught so many times, that you just don't care.

 

yeah dude, i'm the same way. It used to be like this huge deal every time I smoked, now it's almost routine. Though, it's still amazing. But the fear of getting caught is mostly gone (obviously I'm still careful, but the paranoia isn't there anymore), and I guess some of the mystique is gone.

 

I havent been stoned in over a month, other then a big ball of resin when my girlfriends dad returned the pipe he borrowed. Id have to say your right, ive been caught so many times i just dont give a shit anymore. My mom has ceased to care and im really not that secretive about it around my dad. my girlfriends parents are cool as hell though, they've done everything but crack and heroin literally, so they think its hilarious when me and her go out and come back inside blitzed.

 

^ask the dad to hook u up.

 

Wow i was thinking the same exact thing. It seems like everyone went through this stage. I was never into pot at all but now I smoke everyday. Its been about 2 years now and I would have never ever guessed that I would be a pothead. I would have to say that the first few months of smoking regulary was the best. I would always be paranoid but that actually made it fun. I still love being high obviously but it just isn't the same. I'm not allowed to smoke but my Dad has caught me a few times. He lets me know he caught me but hasn't done anything about it. I'm just praying he doesn't tell my mom cause then I might be fucked. So ya I have to smoke with caution just about evrytime I smoke. Really sucks cuz my bestfriend had his own appartment as soon as he turned 18 and we would smoke their and not have shit 2 worry about. After like 6 months he had 2 move out and it has sucked ever since.

 

hahah, he would too, but he can't smoke anymore cuz his new job has random tests. they moved to another state recently too.

its cool though, im not really fiending for pot or anything. ill prolly end up with an ounce or two next week though so i can blaze up before the KMK concert.