Is it worth trying to source Xanax online?

I like to get pretty much everything except my 420 online... I have mostly gone on the research chemicals side of online sourcing... I am not looking for huge quantities here, just a personal stash... is it a better way to approach the problem to find a doctor online who will write a prescription for Xanax? Any input on this question or PM welcomed.

I'm not even looking into this stuff to get high, I really do have sporadic incidences of severe anxiety, but I don't like the idea of taking something every day that will change reality in a way that I don't want, for the long term!

 

It's definitely worth it, if you can find a legitimate online pharmacy. A few years ago, I bought 90 xanax bars from an online pharmacy for $115, and I didn't even have to pay for it until FedEx delivered it. It was definitely worth it. lol 90 bars for $115 is a pretty good deal, compared to how much it would cost me on the street.

 

Online sourcing?

Well, my dog once told me he could get the pure stuff, from several places... and samples were ordered. By the time he was ready to stock up, their accident rate knocked it off the menu. Same with many of their other chemicals/medicines... *sigh* Irresponsible owners getting into their dogs medicine cabinet.

Anyways, yea, there are TONS of levels of fake/no script online pharmacies that have a lot of the lesser controlled substances/medicines. Viagra, Valium, whatever - I have probably been spammed for "special: only $$$ for you!" email before, sounds common? Possibly more difficult to find narcotic-type medicine online (and more dangerous) than benzos. Could probably find big deals on bulk if you studied much .

Anyhow, aside self-medicating, and assuming you know all the rules of using the dosage of your medicine at what rates. Xanax can be habit forming; so you know you'll experience some discomfort rebound as you don't want consumption for long term to change reality...

 

That's what I need. I'd love to just eat a big munch a bunch of pure alprazolam:drool5:

 

I actually know just a little bit about Xanax, looks like you do too lol. I thought about trying to find the pure chemical form of alprazolam, but I really don't want to be weighing out 2 mg doses of it, pills would be easier, but I would be just as thrilled to run into a chemical supplier who would be able to give me the pure form of alprazolam...

But really I'm not trying to change reality with Xanax, or anything else.... I did that once. I only have intermittent/sporadic severe anxiety problems, so I'm wanting a drug with dosage schedules that match my symptoms, or "as needed." I have gone to a few different doctors and they've been trying to give me [daily] Paxil, what a fucking angering world. And they said the paxil will make shit worse for a month until it builds up in your system... well I don't want something that's gonna make my head fucking worse for an entire month and then wait for it to REALLY build up in my system so I can be on a huge amount of psychoactive drugs every day for the rest of time... I have a love for psychedelics, and I know how Xanax interacts with them... this paxil shit, well, I'm never even going to pick it up, because I already know without ever taking it, it is SHIT. Fucking people will never underestimate me or act like I'm an idiot again, I swear.

 

Bad things would happen if I had pure alprazolam. Very bad things.

 

lolol

 

Yes, I didn't like taking Paxil while being councilled. Pissed me off 'at first' until I got the routine&dosage working - though everyone else seemed to think I was better, internally I was shaking off the demons so it didn't 'feel good'. Sure, it might make your head hurt a little, but I'm going to guess you have this Rx due to issues that will be resolved with some thoughtful planning, action, and follow though. Sometimes doctors know best.

Yea, Paxil is SHIT for 'getting high' compared to Xanax. I'm going to guess your therapist/MD/whatever considers you relatively more depressed than anxious (therapists notes: detecting a hint of anger/rage). Yea, it takes more time for some medications to develop a stable and effective level in your system. I am not aware of the specifics of your anxiety issues or medical condition at all, so these comment may be totally irrelevant. I'm not your priest, wife, or doctor, so you're kinda self-directed here... Live life.If you are dedicated, and doctor shopping, stop talking about being mopey or sluggish, (DEPRESSED), or show sign of being prone to violence or addictive behaviors. ... and specifically direct the conversation back to exact events of your panic state that will lead them down the path to scripting that which you are seeking - you hired them, you can fire them, eh? Study anxiety, practice explaining it in detail, and maybe demonstrate a performance art piece for the trained professionals. Who are 'service providers'. The kind of people who suggest not taking psychedelics while on Paxil, and illicit use of Xanax won't resolve things. Long term use of benzos for anxiety control is a debatable idea amongst them; like the use of narcotics for pain control - do the benefits outweigh the side-effects?

WRT chemicals in low dosage form, that might be why vials of liquid go around. Put drops on yer tongue(yuk!), eye (eeww), or mixed into a cup of coffee with medical sugar-cubes, or dripped and dried onto a cookie or cracker (mmm). Basic formula is algebraic... if you have 50ml solvent, 1gm substance, you result with 20mg/ml solution (roughly) - adjust factors for desired output. Newshounds have seen the photos of blotter paper with XANAX bars printed on the squares that are going around...

But, uh, yea, you know where to find what you need anyhow so I'll shut my trap. :hide:

 

I think that what would really happen would be you and I both would end up sitting across a table from a guy like you or me, and I'm sure you've seen guys going shot for shot... we'd be going bar for bar with 2 mg doses until someone falls from their chair!

 

That's cool and all... I don't know; all of my problems really come from not knowing about whether God is real or not. I can't even start thinking about whether or not God is real because it's a question I straight up CANNOT find the answer to. People will say one thing or another thing... I don't know I feel caught in the search for the self... and I don't think a daily would really help. I just need a way to describe to a health care provider that I know about Xanax; what it is, what it does, and what it's capable of doing, and I want that script, because I really am having anxiety problems over this 'search for the self' I feel caught up in, but this is not an every day thing that I have problems getting stuck in a thought loop where my mind is racing over God and changing my mind 10 times a day whether God is real or not. Most days are just fine... sometimes the God question haunts me and I just need a fucking Xanax, for the purpose it was created for was the exact symptoms I feel on these occasions... and yes I like psychedelics... they are a good lifeline there for the tripper who would like a little bit less intense trip and just needs a little anxiety to be pushed out by this pill. Who knows where I will ever get Xanax... I'm not even trying to 'get high' here...

 

More like line for like, if we had pure alprazolam powder. lol

 

Didn't know if you were one of those "people like me" who believes snorting Xanax is better than eating it...I'm guessing off this post that you are. However scientifically explained away it is; it still gets me higher to snort the shit.

 

I usually never snort xanax, but if I had a big bag of the pure alprazolam powder, I wouldn't be able to help myself. Of course, one line would be enough to black out and do some crazy shit, but still....

 

A SCARFACE. a 1 gram line of pure alprazolam. It would be a glorious way to go out.

 

hahahaha A good way to go out, indeed

 

Not good, glorious. I hope there's Xanax in the next life lol

 

Definitely. I know I'll be needing some xanax when I get to hell. haha

 

Wow. Went from a medical issue, to a theological eternal question, briefly skipped over psychedelics, and went back on track to overdosing on xanax is cool man...

For Petes sake, lets think about this for a minute and not get hung up in the eternal loop. In the mean time, live life, no really (psst, that may be a distracting eternal loop too)! Maybe you need to taper off the paxil n snorting xanax and instead have a thumbprint of lsd find you.

I know I wasted years when younger in a mystical search of 'self and other' and would probably tell you to make some solid choices; you only happen once. One might be, to become a tripped burnout, unintelligible yet most wise. Or possibly focus on your professional goals using Rx pill popping as your crutch to some degree of success. I don't think I see you proposing many other opportunities for yourself? "The world is your oyster" and you are one grain of sand, that might become a long-lived treasure of much value. Or not.

 

^^^A thumbprint would definitely be preferable to line after line of pure alprazolam, but I still wouldn't be able to help myself. lol This is why I'm in rehab right now. haha

 

wow i couldnt imagine a drug that i would want in my nose less than xanax
that would be fucking gross