Intimate Connections on MDMA...and the Aftermath

Hey all, was just wondering how many of you have experienced mutual emotional/physical feelings of love while on MDMA, only to have the other person trample all over your feelings once the drug has worn off?

This happened to me recently with a girl who is a friend (with benefits). We both took a super-strong E pill and ended up cuddling topless in bed all night while caressing each other in the softest, gentlest way imaginable. She even talked about it the next day and was still all over me wherever we went.

To most people, this may sound like typical ecstasy behavior, but I know for a fact we both felt something deeper. Anyway, she was back to her skanky ways within 2 days, sleeping with a complete stranger while avoiding me altogether. Ouch.

Any similar stories to make me feel better?

 

it won't change who the person is, but that moment you two shared was not fake, as you said, and as you know.

 

Sounds like a maddd hoebagg

 

oh yeah I've told people things while rolling which I normally never would - unfortunately people aren't constantly rolling their whole lives so once they're sober they'll judge you that way.

 

dude, i recently had a similar experience.
while in another city for a show i met this girl. we hit it off in line waiting hours for tickets (sober) and vowed to meet up at the show. that night true to our word we met there, both on molly (without knowing that the other was rolling) and had a great time dancing, talking, smoking and generally having an amazing time. it didnt take long for us to figure out that we were both rolling so after the show we walked and talked and smoked. it was incredible, like the kind of conversation you can only have on M, and it became obvious we were very attracted to each other on many levels. upon returning to my place, we had some of the best, wildest, intense sex we had ever had and didnt get to sleep until early the next morning. we had this terrific connection, like we were on the same wavelength. everything she said made perfect sense. i didnt want it to end, it was possibly the happiest iv ever been on any drug. like you said we had a connection and weather it was the drugs or not is irrelevant. we spent the next day and night together, but then had to go our separate ways, back to our respective cities. i know it was a crazy weekend odyssey, but for some reason i cant help but feeling a loss. i find myself missing her sometimes and its a little confusing and maybe im still just riding out the afterglow or some kind of emotional depletion but it makes me sad that someone who i felt so close to is out of my life as quickly as she entered it. i miss her.

 

you were another example of her skanky ways. Ouch.

 

Wasn't MDMA originally to be used in therapy for this very reason?

Makes me smile to think of when whoever the first person to be trying it out for therapy went to a club with some loud techno/any music and found it to be mind blowing.

That's how it happened right? ;-)

 

hahahahahahahahahahahahaha what a ****