Questioning myself to why I'm stuck in a predicament that has potential to scar, And keeping it bottled up is affecting me to irrationally run far, Far, far, further than my soul should be from the devil, but contrarily it feels quite near, And what that, I'm filling my subconscious to overflow with fear/ What can it be? Anguish? Anger? Pain? That I presume is filling the gap inside of me that's causing me to feel insane/ That people that I love are even affected by this obscure feeling and the insane actions of mine, Because when I see nonchalant reactions on bewildered faces on account of my actions, a chill rushes down my spine/ But, wait....how could a gap be filled? I believe it's a nostalgic feeling that can't be fulfulled.
