how'd you know? was i that obvious? oh my goodness, i had the best birthday i think i've ever had this feeling of happiness is unusual to me i'm so confused!! at dinner with my grandmother, who's birthday is on the same day as mine, my dad told me him and my mom are gonna send me to england one way!!!! that's his joke...he's lame like that i then went out with some friends to a total dive bar for open mic, ditched that and then went signing i asked 2 of my friends if they'd accompany me to england and across europe and they said they would, which is fucking awesome they stole me a street sign that says "woodmount cres" this town has the funniest street names, we took one for a friend jay whos birthday is today "brest crt" next week i'm going to montreal to look for jobs and apartments and into university, i may spend some time looking into toronto bars as well, cause it's closer i'm gonna stick around, i think i'll head to europe come november, spend the month or two travelling, come back and begin school/new life i'm so freaking excited i can save up money to continue traveling i want to see the world! i think the part about the night that made me the most proud, was i didn't drink that much i know you're supposed to get shitfaced on your birthday, but i am an alcoholic and need to stop drinking so much plus i just watched the movie hackers with my friend damon and i absolutely love that movie next weekend should be fun cause my friend derek's gonna have money and be off work so we can party together for my birthday i know this isn't gonna last very long, but right now i feel pretty fucking good