Okay , I've got kind of a big problem. I never was a drug user but out of nowhere I just started using a lot of psychedelics in a short period of time. Because I loved it, but wasn't aware of the side effects. Ecstasy, DOC (its like acid), Salvia, and 2-ci. But now I've had severe memory loss, I hallucinate a tiny bit here and there, have some schizophrenia symptoms and sometimes when I look in the mirror, I just look weird. No one has said anything to me or gave me any weird looks, I think it might all be in my head, but I look in the mirror, think about the drugs and it bothers me. Also, I get highs and lows like bipolar disorder. And when I'm low, I get really low. Shit is annoying. I wasn't a heavy user AT ALL, it was just a short period of time that I was messing around with these things. Its just I'm just sensitive to that shit, like when I use to trip, I use to trip hard. I haven't touched anything in over 2 months. My memory is getting better cuz I'm exercising my brain. I've even stopped smoking weed cuz I would feel like I'm on some hard psychedelic shit when I smoke. Do you think I can get these weird effects away with time and exercise? I don't want to have to go to a psychiatrist and get diagnosed with a disorder when its because of drug use. Its manageable, but I'm just recuperating and I don't want to see people I know in this weak state. Will it go away? What do you think?
yeah pretty sure it will go away but seems like you should be fine after 2 months. Do you know how much you did and how frequently?
I can't pin point exactly. But, within 2 days I smoked about half a gram of salvia. I've popped around 6 g ladys. Doc I probably did around 5 times, and 2-ci twice. Again, when I use to trip, I use to trip hard, I'm sensitive to that stuff. I'd always wait at least a week to ever trip again, mostly 2 weeks. And I never took more than a single dose when I tripped accept one time I popped 2-1/2 rolls and one time DOC I took a little over a single dose. All of this I probably did in the span of 5-6 months maybe. I'm not sure though.
