So, I'll likely be getting back together with my old girlfriend; we've been apart for about 9 months. I finally managed to tell her about my situation and explained why I acted the way I did; so she explained why she acted the way she did. I finally completely understand it... and am actually glad that it happened. But now, I am experiencing the feelings I had for her; I haven't forgotten about her, not even important dates or that kind of stuff. I feel so connected to her; and she feels the same way. She accepts me and understands my behaviour, so we will most likely end up dating again; I'm so anxious to talk to her... Anyway, I'm done being an attention whore; I just had to put my thoughts in order.
I need 1. a job 2. a girlfriend/soulmate 3. a group of friends who are willing to do stupid stuff but are smart enough not to be dumbasses..... 4. a bus to live in....
We decided to get back together. It was so wonderful; she came over and we had planned to talk about certain things, which we didn't. We just talked about stuff each of us had missed, and I finally brought it up when she was about to leave. I asked her what she thought we should do, which she replied with: "I don't know..." of course... So I asked her if she wanted to know what I thought, and then I kissed her.