I'm sad

Cuz I just got back from seeing Eric for the last time for a looooong time.. it feels really fucking unfair that I just start to really like a guy, and now I have to fucking leave him. And he cant even hang out this weekend cuz he's gonna be in fucking Virginia for his neices 2nd birthday Im not mad tho, cuz thats a pretty good excuse. There's a small chance I might see him tmrw during the day right before he goes up there but not for very long.

And Im also sad cuz I have exactly 3 nites left here.. and then Im gone.. right when I just start to really have fucking fun and meet lotsa new people.

Gosh, Im just sad right now. I hope I come back really soon, but I know that it wont be for a good month or 2. Probably not til the end of May Oh well, I guess its for the best that Im leaving.. cuz I really do have a lot of shit I need to get done.. doesnt mean I want to go though..

Grr.. life is unfair why cant I just still live here?

 

Where are you moving?

 

You'll meet other great people in a different place. Doesn't mean you two can't keep in touch!

Gives you both an excuse to travel!

 

ew.im very sorry hevi hate when that happens.well at least you hadn't met him earlier.it would only sucked even more leaving

 

thats a huge fucking bitch heather...but ya knew the time was gonna come sooner or later. but if ya look at it this way, the harder you work at getting a GED and all that when your in georgia, the more likely you will end up in NC in the summer. just gotta keep your eyes on the prize and all of that shit. just make the most that you can outta of these next few days

*huge bear hug*

 

Georgia, NC, you really know how to pick awesome states haha.

 

Hell Yeah, Georgia and North Carolina represent beeyotches... and hos and whatnot, tally ho good sir... Peace, Ho! For I shall beseech you and your brethren and banish you from the gates of thy castle.

 

spooner, im not moving... i live in GA (only have since sept.. used to live in NC) but i been on a loooong visit to NC (about 2 months now LoL) and i gotta fuckin go back sunday. and no, GA is not an awesome state.. but I love NC mayn

dancerannie, i've tried to make friends in GA already.. it hasnt worked out too well and yeah, good reason to travel hehe

meli, u got a point there.. i woulda gotten more attached to him and it woulda been so much harder to leave. i just know that i been havin a really awesome time with him.. but by the way he's been talkin, he wants to pick everything back up again where we left off when i come back and til then, he's just gonna focus on school haha. and we will def keep in touch so its all good.

pauly, you're definitly right. kelly is here right now and we been talking about the whole situation and we decided im just gonna go back and get busy with doing everything i need to do and keep myself occupied with that and just focus on me coming back as soon as i can.. and then before i know it, i will be back *hopefully*

 

It's all about attitude. If you go there with a bad attitude thinking you won't make any friends, you never will. If you go with a positive attitude, you have a better chance of meeting great people.

You create your own reality.

 

Yeah, I suppose you are right. I have always had a bad attitude about GA.. *knowing* that i would never like it and i never really gave it a chance.. but now I pretty much know that I will be moving back to NC sometime within the next 2-4 months.. so Im not really trying to give GA a chance no more (even tho I never really did LoL). I guess Im just stubborn

 

aww that's nice.when did you meet him anyway?and if you're already attracted to him it's gotta still be hard leaving.must be a bitch eh?and he sounds like he's pretty interested so you know good luck on that and don't worry.you'll be back before you know it.

 

NC isn't that bad brad.


well, here it is.

 

Well, I have actually known him for like 6 months and we both kinda had a thing for each other the whole time, but I was always with Paul.. but our little "thing" has only been goin on for about a week or 2.. its just been a really awesome week or 2 hehe so yeah, it'll be hard.. but I will just keep myself busy in GA n ur right, I will be back before I know it

 

that's the spirit!hooha!
damn 6 months is actually alot.im guessing you met him when you lived in NC?

 

yep, sure did. he lives like an hour away from here tho, cuz he goes to college now.

 

ahhh a college man:H

 

haha.. not really.. he dropped out of high school and got his GED.. and now he goes to college.. but he's only 17.. so its not really like i have an older man hahah.

 

I just have this vision of badass states being Oregon, Washington, Wyoming, Colorado, and New Mexico.

 

why no east coast states? wtf...

 

I lived in Colorado from 73 - 77 and 94 - 2000. Not too sure about it being bad ass though Unless big foot conspiracists is bad ass. I'm a little old.