OK, I had to read it 3-4 times but I finally figured it out. I know how tough it is. I was a fat kid. But if you're fat, look on the bright side: you can totally clobber people out of your way to get that mac and cheese on the buffet. That's the only thing I miss about being fat. Cuz I love mac and cheese.
I feel beautiful most days... but just externally. I feel ugly on the inside as of late... but I try not to dwell on it. I suppose we all have issues.
Vixen~ I know that you are beautiful on the outside and on the inside. You have a beauty spirit that goes perfectly with your looks!