Im addicted

to any buzz.

I dont know if I am depressed or what. But at the begining, middle and end of the day I just want to drink or get high.

I was actually addicted to dxm for a while and still am. But I kicked that quickly before it got bad.

I love speed. But of course I know I cant do that alot.
I love weed but who dosent?
I dont like drinking but I do it anyways.
DXM was an everyday thing.
I used to do inhalants all the time but stopped.
And ill snort anything that is a pain kiler.

But I dont want to stop. I love it all too much.

I just need a gal.
someone who is strait edge to make me stop.

and recently I have lost my religeon so that could be a big part of it.
who knows?

-rydns

 

you just have to do somthing with yourself, and at the end of the day you will be too tired to get drunk or high

beleve me, i'm telling you from my experience

get bizzy, do somthing interesting, get a job, study, paint, sing... anything that will waste your energy

 

Marija says it right. Get involved in something interesting and that you'll enjoy.

 

Tried drugs once. Unfortunately I couldn't find my veins. So I realised drugs wasn't for me.
:crybaby:

 

punchline??

 

i used to be like that. now i take steroids and all i want to do is, eat, fuck, sleep, and workout