I'll admit it, I'm hideous, and thats where you come in

That was a picture I took about...an hour ago?


Thats a picture taken about...a...week ago? And this picture makes me repulsed with myself. No "Oh no it doesn't" Shit, yes, its horrible, I look fucking hideous, and I accept that here, so just read on because this isn't so much about that.


Taken a few months ago

And just to add to what I'm getting at

I took that just after writing all the stuff before this sentence


considering I haven't slept I'm not going to waste time getting anymore now, and I'll get to the point.

I don't know why I look different in all of those but I suspect that something about my features is slightly different in all of them due to lighting/camera/whatever.

1) What features do I need to fix to improve myself.
2) What is it that makes me look different in all these pictures
3) What features do I have that are different from most other, more "average" looking Caucasian teenage females?
4) Makeup suggestions?

No sob story here. I know I'm hideous, and I'm trying to do something to at least improve or cover it up for the time being. So give me a hand here.

Thanks ahead of time people

 

You're kidding, right?

You're fucking gorgeous! You don't need make up or anything, and I don't think the pictures look very different from eachother.

Trust me, you're much prettier than I am

 

excuse me while I go throw up..

 

The attention you are trying to gain from this thread will be a filler for a hole in your mind.
You want to fill it because you know that something is wrong. If people direct you or shower you with compliments that may make the hole feel fuller for a while.

The hole is there for a reason. Don't just bung it up with garbage. Figure out why you're craving attention/reassurance/direction to this degree, and then alter your thought patterns.

If you genuinely think you're "hideous" with all your heart then you are delusional and have a mental disorder. See a doctor.

My guess is this is far more likely to be regular teenage anxiety about looks mixed in with some desire for approval or recognition from the outside world, whether you realise it or not. You're bright enough to know that an obvious plea for nice comments on your looks or sympathy wont get you far ("no sob story here") but to me, the desire in your post is still clear.

 

You're not hideous. Stop.

 

Actually I'm not so much attempting to gain attention as I am asking people to just answer my questions and tell me ways that I can -maybe- appear a bit more like a normal teenager instead of some troll living under a bridge, but thank you for your.... physiological input?

Trust me, if I wanted to gain attention, I'd just whine about how I hate my life and how I hate my looks and how they mess up my entire life and no one loves me and such and such and such

I'm simply asking for another person's tips so that I can try to improve something that I'm not happy with myself

 

At least your honest :2thumbsup:

 

Best advice I've gotten all day

Honestly that did make me laugh [: Thank you~

 

Thank you dear, however, I'm fairly sure that your much more physically attractive than me, but thank you for trying to be comforting ^^ I don't really need reassurance however, I need improvement [:

 

Just as I said to SunnyHappyVegan
Thanks for the reassurance
But I don't need reassuring, [: I need some advice to help with improvement
But thanks for your input

 

I'll admit it, You're searching for compliments.

 

Sigh, half wish I was since it would make things a bit more simple and less complicated~ > <;;

No I'm not, believe what you want, but I don't care about compliments, I'm looking for people to try and give me advice or point out what it is about me that makes me less attractive than the other girls~

But thanks for your opinion anyway

 

I cant see the pics after squinting to read the stupid font you chose

 

In my actual opinion, not being a smart ass.
I think you're pretty in a way that I don't see most people as, you have more of a natural, down played beauty, versus the standard model pretty that we all seem to compare ourselves too. Also, you're no uglier than any random girl of the street, Actually since you don't seem all fake and artificial i would consider you prettier.

 

How old are you Riley?

 

8 + 7 [:

 

Low self-esteem can be ugly, try changing how you see your self-image.
I agree with plasticfantasticlover you have a natural beauty and I'm sure you'll grow into it extremely well, just give it time you'll see.

 

I suppose since its a matter of personal opinion over the 'fake' pretty and the more average, as you put it, girl walking down the street. I appreciate the compliment, and am not saying that your incorrect, since I am not completely sure that this is a topic that has a write or wrong answer to it, but I do thank you for the comparisons as they actually do make some sense.

You may be one of those few people who likes that kind of downplayed look

Sadly no one else seems to be much into that, and I'm happy when other people are able to look at me without being repulsed in real life [: Thank for for your input, it actually does shed some light in one small part of my mind, however the rest of my mind stays in the fact that I can't look like the other girls my age > <

 

I'm honestly not sure how I can chance my self image ><