aww, don't kill yourself. It's such a cop out. Just think, if you've given up on the fear of death, then you have the most freedom out of any man. Don't squander that on some simple quick death! Just tell everything and everyone to fuck off. Stop thinking in terms of "futures" and "success". Cast off all of society's expectations. Dismiss your responsibilities. In doing that you're committing a figurative suicide. You'll effectively kill the "life" that you've created, but in doing that you're only creating a new one. Keep living. Go sailing around the world. Visit India. Bomb the headquarters for exxon-mobile. Have an honest adventure. Live by your wits alone for a change. Do anything, but do something! I apologize if this doesn't help. I'm not good at consoling or giving advice on how to live your life. I just hate it when our society crushes someone into despair. Especially when there's still lots of life outside the classroom or office.
even in the worse of times i could easily stop myself from those urges. Its hard to understand but really things do get better. You mature as you live, remember that. The worst that happens to you now will get better, no matter what, there will always be a better day. suicide is honestly pointless, you will die either way, live it out and see where it takes you. No point in cheating yourself when you only get one life. die when you have to, not when you want to.
DONT! Please! There are people who care about you ... even if you dont know it right now. I know I would never want you to kill your self and I know I care about you even though I never met you. I dont know whats going on, but maybe you just need to get away from what ever is going on. A Change on scenery?
I have bad cycles of depression. When I originally posted I was at a low. I'm feeling a bit better now. A lot of my problems are coming from the theatre. After this show closes I am taking a break for a few months (after we close in 2 weeks I will do a show in October and one in December (and am producing a 2nd show in December that I am not majorly involved in.)) Other problems are comming from relationships (and not having a GF). Thank You :grouphug:
awe. I felt like shit last saturday.. I got LAID today( a few hours ago), I feel alot better. I was in a very bad elationship. And im a vet with combat related ptsd and depression. ?you will find a GF.. I just hope you dont find the one that just left me.. LOL Then you will really want to kill yourself..
