I truly hate opiates. here is why

every time i use them for REAL pain relief reasons
the more i use them the better it gets
but the come down gets worse n worse.

i think it's not natural to use opiates or even esctasy (they both kill pain) so you're body gets angry at you for cheating pain.

seriously every single time i take my pain away and it wears off... it gets worse n worse like a punishment.

 

so there is only one solution... stay high.


fuuuuck.

 

duality of life. and yeah i dont try to get high but i use opiates for migraine relief when nothing else works and the come downs scare me. im cold and pissy.

i sprained my ankle last night and it HURT with oxys doin their thing. i knew it should have hurt more... today...swollen. swollen BAD and hurts like a bitch. its just a swollen ankle but it sucks ass. it hurts to walk.



bitch, man up.. you wanna play with opiates. expect the better they get to feel like shit more n more. man up. take it. you did this you dumb bitch. fucking TAKE IT.

im okay but seriously the better opiates get the worse they get.... and you just gotta grit yer teeth and take the pain i guess.

 

I hate migraines, when I get one, I start throwing up. Sometimes getting high helps me. Though one time I was smoking and it did not help at all. As soon as I feel a headache coming on I take Advil so it dose not turn onto a migraine

 

my worse migraines nothing works for me unless it's name is heroin, oxy, vicodin (actually they don't even work), morphine.... an opiate ONLY helps my worst and i do NOT tolerate migraine bullshit. in fact im on a beta blocker and not supposed to shot up dan's imitrex... blah.. i called my doctor one night at 3 am and asked if if it would kill me.. he said no so yeah.. those shots help... plus you just kinda STAB yer leg... no finding veins bs... haha i love needles though so it's fun in a way...
but yeah he's out and opiates kill the pain when i know nothing else will... but seriously i dont think it's right to cheat pain that easily... that is why you get pay backs. im craving now. it's half bad. i need to keep telling myself it's what i get and to man up and take it.

 

you people really should find the trigger points and release them to stop the migraines

 

so educate although i doubt it would help me if opiate isnt in the name but seriously. on the neck, hand, foot?where? what? why? how?

 

try moderation.

I'm in pain every day but would never do opiates every day because I've seen what it does to many people who do.

 

its either going to be in the upper back or neck area (front or back - yes, you can have trigger points in the front of your neck). it really depends on where the migraine is. its called referred pain. remove the trigger point, remove the source of the migraine.

 

yeah.

im not every day though. cant afford it. lol. really. id be such a junkie if i did an opiate every day. im an every two or three day thing and im gonna shit for this thread but i dont care. the way i see it is if i dont get sick, it does exist. and i fight like fucking hell for what i love and i love opiates. i think today is a warning sign though ... that although i was doing good to back OFF a bit...

 

You're right about this.

It's essential for people to maintain a good posture and stretch out to improve their blood and electric circulation.

 

the reason i can get oxys when i cant get dope or cant pay for dope or dont want to do dope is cause my friend has a herninated disk on his back and did the leg work to get a "good" doctor. i only wish i had a doctor that good cause my pain is real and hurts too... but luckily i have a street pharmacist or two.

 

im depressed. i might try to cop today and then i leave for vacay for a week tomorrow... when im gone i wont be able to so that is good.. i guess... imma try today though. i feel so sad.

 

I feel sad too.
And not from drugs or pain
but because of what's happening in this world.
I can't help but feel all the suffering.
It really gets to me sometimes.

 

You are so much like Andrew. He spent years of his life depressed for all of the pains in the world. The likeness is uncanny. It just leaves me smiling all the time.

 

for you. (stalk)



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3hiB-Whoxec


when i used to care this was kinda my jam
now i say
let the world save itself.
i refuse to get depressed by a world who wont save itself. it's POINTLESS. people dont care. laugh. joke. are complacent. whatever. it's on them. save yourself and fuck the world and then look back and laugh. cause it'll happen ... all of it so laugh your ass off at the right time

 

some migraines are neuroligical, and some are linked to malformation of blood vessels, in people with chronic migraines, no amount og release is going to help those.

 

never heard this song.
this guy is intense...I've heard him before but not much.

I wish I could laugh at all of this, and sometimes I do, but I don't know....I can't help the way I feel. no matter how hard I try. Probably just a phase . .

 

these are my last words im having difficulty breathing
dying on the inside internally bleeding
angel of death dragging me away when im sleeping
watching my world crumble in front of me
searching for meaning

 

I don't laugh at it at all. I shake my head in disgust but never laugh.