I think about killing myself.

I sometimes think of killing myself. I think I am better off dead than alive. I don't like the world. I don't like myself.

 

You have two options
life or death
choose wisely.

 

watch this: http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=BBsOeLcUARw&feature=channel_page
and think about:
how big is this universe, and what r we part of? every little organism that is blessed with life is fighting to exist in this world, even as small as an ant. they try to survive in order to be a part of this world. its nature. suicide is not a part of nature. are u nature?
all this world, all this existence, all this posibilities, etc..
and u can be out of this like u were never born..

dont hate yourself. you r yourself. your brain is yourself. the world is yourself.

 

You are just starting your life as a young man,you and I have talked about this,things will get better,life is full of ups and downs.Have you ever talked to a professional?Someone that you can trust?Maybe someone you look up to.
Do not take the pussy way out,think about how your family & friends would feel if you took your life.And all the pieces they would have to pick up after you are gone.I am here if you need to talk,just pm me.Hang in there.
Remember what I said to you last night.What does not kill us only makes us stroger.

 

I am just so... I don't know
the only way to describe it is
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Man up.

 

Your screenname says differently.

 

Hey people this is 'True confessions' not RT, lets not be too rough!

Anyway to the OP, it really sounds like you need to talk to some one in person pronto. i would suggest being close to those you care about as much as possible at the moment.

 

My name may say different but I didn't make my name based off my whole thoughts. I just made it by what I thought on that very second.

 

Maybe you should think that more often.

 

I wish I could.

 

Yeah...I understand. I smoke a lot of pot...and I'm pretty sure that's what keeps me floating on.

 

I don't do drugs, but I don't want to get into that conversation on why I don't.
But why does pot keep you going.

 

Because you forget why you're sad, or about the things that are stressing you out.

 

I do not know. I just get pulled back from doing it.

 

Well sure he could, i might add to your suggestion, that if he does, maybe he should also take out some trash like you with him?


God damned internet bad asses... pathetic.

 

You are an ass...I have seen alot of posts of people calling you that,and they are right.

 

Dude, you sound like you need help. im telling you now you're not going to get it here... a lot of people will tell you to kill yourself and others will start preaching about some new age hippy bullshit.

Honestly, talk to some one now that you know cares about you, just give them a call. It sounds like you're suffering depression, which can be super shitty, but just dont do anything impulsive alright?

Just to reiterate again, you need to speak to some one you know in real life that cares about you on a personal level.

 

If you're willing to deal you'd better be willing to play cards... now stfu.

 

Youn are a smartass,jerk,you seem pretty heartless.