YEAH, IM WANNA THOSE FUCKING LAZY PEOPLE WHO USE CAPSLOCK FOR THE HELL OF IT AND ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO GET MAD EASILY, YOU KNOW, ANGER ISSUES..WHEN I GET MAD EASILY..I TEND TO FLIP OUT OVER THE DUMBEST SHIT..SO I DON'T GET ALONG WITH A LOT OF PEOPLE.. I CAN'T GET ALONG WITH MANKIND..FUCK THAT SHIT..I MIGHT AS WELL JUST DIE..RAN OUT OF WAYS HOW TO..SHIT! TIRED OF MY FUCKIN LIFE..SHIT! WHAT THE FUCK AM I TO DO..! I HAVE A SORRY ASS LIFE AND A SORRY ASS FAMILY..FUCK! I JUST WANNA GO FAR AWAY!! DAMN!..GAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
There's no genuinely good reason to continue living. People always say shit like you'll miss out on things, but when you're dead you won't be there to care about missing out on things! That's the beauty of it. I'm not saying you should commit suicide, but there's no valid reason not to. People always try to bullshit me and tell me there's an actual reason I shouldn't kill myself, and there really isn't.
have to think about the people who would miss you and that love you....alot of us have had a hard fucking life but you know things might just get better...my family sucks... also me and my mom are the blacksheep of the whole family but fuck them i am gonna stay around along time to just fuck with them......but anyhow i have learn one thing about you and that is you are easy to get along with if people don't fuck with you
Well, thank you..you are right..but I still have a bunch of dilemma's! And I can't stand myself sometimes still..I wish God would take me away..<<<<<<whining>>>>>
Least you got your looks. Life's never going to by easy, but It'll get easier. You'll get out on your own, and hopefully find something you love.
Don't worry much lovelorned. I am 45 now but I remember that when I was your age I also had some thoughts about not wanting to go on in life, sometimes life can be hard and difficult. But have some hope that everything is gonna work out fine in the future. Just an idea here, why don't you go to the animal shelter closest to where you live and get yourself a pet, I love cats, so I'd suggest a kitty cat but you can choose a dog or a rabbit, and bring her/him home and take care of your pet, and you will see that there are lots of beings in this world who need you to be here for many years to come. Those pets either were abandoned or lost, and they need your help, your companion, your strength and LOVE. Come on, go and get yourself a pet. Hugs and best wishes.
ok, one time not long ago i tried to post a two word response to something in all capitals... and it was automatically changed to lower-case except for the first letter of each word. until now i assumed it was some sort of automatic hipforums thing, but now i'm just seriously confused...
you just need to find something that gives you pleasure and that will give you plenty of reasons for living. Whether it be a pet as mentioned (discuss with parents first) or as in my case music. Or books, movies, beautiful ppl. These are the pleasures you don't get 6 feet under. Music OH how I love music. Find all the great music you have yet to discover, dance to it and you'll see how much fun life can be.
Or sports. When I discovered skiing it elevated my appreciation for living. Lotsa pleasure to discover. You're just young and haven't gone out in the world much yet, give yourself time.
Ok Love, you remind me of me. There are still times at my age I just don't want to go on. You know what? Here I am posting! The frustrations of life just tell me you are a very special person, and obviously you had to grow up fast. It's not fair, I will give you that. I had to grow up fast too so I understand. I had anger and frustration issues too. Take care ok?
I also tend to flip out over the dumbest shit. There are also many people I don't get along with. Recently, I've also been thinking about getting a job I was not educated at (some job like a gardener at a cemetary) - and going far away. I can work as such most places I go. That will make me free. Where are you going - if you really wanna go far away, as you say?
You're not going to kill yourself. You might as well just face it. If you were going to, guess what? You wouldn't be posting here! So hey, since you're going to be here for a while, kick back and try to have a good time. Or hey, don't. What if the choice was yours?
..Oh boy..I just need to vent sometimes.. Right now, everything is fine.. I have my way in venting..thats how I used to do it.. Now I know thats not the way I should do it. ")
I had this anger or depressive moods, but I´m so happy that I work off it. I guess, that lot of people have problems with those enervations...but it´s only segments of whole life. I believe, that you´ll also find blessing, maybe right here - right now, maybe later (tomorrow ). I know, it´s very hard, but everything is in our mind.
