I hate him so much that...

I started drawing on the walls.. i mean, fuck he already punched holes in them... i come home... same story.. then he wont fucking drive a block away when I got a headache. So fuck it. I'm done. I need markers. he flipped but but don't the walls need re painted anyways...ridiculous...

he doenst even work today n no one cares but i told him im leaving for REAL n he wants to start games n shit with me...good fucking luck. I live in a crackhouse without the crack.. for real. what's the fun in that... i said that to him earlier.. its a bad motherfucking relationship... like i could actually kill.. n i dont kill lol. oh god. hahaha i wish it was legal....

 

I'd say draw on the walls. Write on em, whatever. Paint covers everything eventually.

 

Well Trish, the door is right there, go thru it and never look back. Why are you sitting there subjecting yourself to further abuse by him and letting him bring you back down.
Maybe you came home to early?

 

thats what i told his punk ass. wait til he leaves cause he's been tryin to scare me.. but i was like

u punching holes is word n me drawing flowers is not? LMFAO

markers! this place is gonna look tight actually n if not ill have fun...
n yeah paint duh
tis why iono why he's so mad.

 

i dont got no money to move yet. i start work sat.

believe me its OVERRRRR.

 

he took my pens. lolz. like i cant get more of them and i think i threw the black perma marker at his fat head.

 

I don't draw on my walls because I can't draw for shit. But if someone wanted to draw on them, I'd be like, sure. anything goes. I'm a huge fan of art

 

yeah i told him he's a dumb ass. punching walls. i come back to a crack house without the fun n draw on the walls to relieve stress.. he gets sooo mad. ummm my mom is hella conservative and stuffs n her bf for a while.. the only one i liked..everyone drew on his walls... its called paint.. which already needed done here. he has to leave eventually. its gonna be mad colorful n artistic n ill take pics

 

Yes, pics are a must.

 

why dont you call your mom? maybe you can stay with her or is she still out of the country. Wait, I think that was some time ago wasnt it?

you really need to get out of there trish, this isnt healthy. how bout a women's shelter?

 

I don't need no shelter. i thought of it though. thing is im not afraid of him. I could kick his ass. I just hate him. Cause he's an asshole who is ruining my life..or trying... hahaha he is mistaken n thinks i give a fuck though...

yeah my mom is in brazil n i cant live with her... i got places i can crash too but id rather save up my money n do it right n be on a lease n shit.. its all good. im just upset and wanna color my walls.

imma go to the store. brb.

 

trish, trish, trish........I love you girl.

 

I love me too .. now da bitch is going to get me a rottersie (spelling) chicken... no i cant spell that n smashed tatoes... im really NOT mean but i really DO hate him... I want those markers though... ill go to walmart when he goes to work next n get good markers n blare my music n have fun...
you have no idea how fast my heart was pumping. its almost like my before beta blocker days... rambles n rambles n rambles... so i think imma color in green, black, blue , yellow n orange and have weird flowers, oceans, clouds, birds, fireworks.... not sure what else.. some tight lookin words in BLOCK... hmmm idk but itll be fun and its not like i cant fix it...

 

i seriously think dan is under the impression that i still care at all. oops.

i truly dont. at all.

 

Wait.. he's gone!

*goes to find markers or at LEAST a pen and camera or at least my cell*

 

eh imma wait for color n digi cam and more black marker..pen looks like hell but once i fill dis shit all in itll actually be tight.

 

I htink you need him.

 

Dan?

LMFAO.

What for rent money?

I mean why do I need him?

I mean I love someone else even and want to be alone ... and I'm fed up... I'm curious to know what I need him for though...

 

*waiting.....*

seriously im so curious as i need him like i need to gain 70 pounds back. i need to lose him like like my fear... ehhh i cant be witty right now but for real... i need him? bahhhhlollllzzz

 

I think you do.