You know I really have a hard time controlling my anger and I swear to god if I dont let this out.. I'll kick a few asses! Im really trying to forgive people and trying to move on from letting my anger control me.. Its so hard, but so far its been good. I work with special needs teens at lunch they are the best people in the world. so today we got back to their class after they finished lunch. And this one boy he'll say what he sees and will repeat it to you. Example: Look its snowing. And he will repeat it. Hes very cute. So these three bitches stood outside the class door a few feet away. I heard them laughing and looking in, at first I thought they were just talking among them selves. But then they start saying CAN YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP IN THERE. To the boy. It toook ever ounce of my being not to grab those bitches and slam them into the fucking wall!!!!! And I mean everything! So I slamed the door in their faces! But you know you think in high school you'd have enough mentality to understand that they cant control what they have and they are human beings just as anyone else with feelings!!!!!! Its sad and angering that people can be so ignorant! Karma will get them, but if I see them in the hall I might accidentally trip and give them a nice shove. *sigh* fucking ignorant people!
Hell, I am 31 yrs old and have worked in a hospital for 7 years, and you wouldn't believe what people say! Just remeber that you are better than them. I usually use all that pent up rage to go exercise or do something that is not going to get me arrested (if there still are such things!).
Good for you kid! Now take that anger and put it in a compartment of your mind where you can use for later reference. Seeing injustice and stupidity is frustrating as hell...and you're gonna see lots of it cause thats the way the world is. Use you anger to shape your life decisions, maybe you'll choose to work for justice or kindness in some way. Maybe you can use that anger to gage your own responses to people. You probably couldn't say or do much to the 3 idiots you encountered...they're too dumb to get it. It shows a mark of your quality that this affected you this way. Stay cool and true.
I wish that people would just stop harming one another and instead do nice things for one another. I wish the world was populated with more people like me, but sadly this does not appear to be the case. I wish more people would start to make a difference and be more kind to one another. Be Happy
