I dont think I have ever been this angry in my entire life

like seriously.. i want to KILL somebody
i just punched the wall like 10 times...


but then, i realized.. holy shit..
im not even allowed to be angry
cuz that would be hypocritical..


see, basically.. i found out someone did somethin to me
and then lied to me about it a few times..

and then i remember.. that i did the same exact thing
to that person.. and lied to them about it too.


i want to be angry so bad! but i cant..
cuz that would be wrong..


so what do i do? talk to the person about it
and then admit what i did too?
or talk to the person and not admit it..
but then i would look like a pushover
cuz i kno im going to have to end up forgiving them
or else i will the biggest hypocrite in the world.
or should i not even talk to them about it?


ughh.. i dont kno.. im so upset right now..

 

i just reread that back.. and it makes no sense whatsoever..


Im sorry

 

i think you just need to calm down for a moment, and sort out your thoughts for a bit...take deep breaths

 

yeah.. thats what im doing right now..

i think i definitly need to talk to the person about it..
and i think its about time i just come clean with what i did too
there's not point in hiding it any longer..
at least now i dont feel so bad about it.. cuz i kno they did the same thing.

all i know is that im really angry.. but i feel like i have no right to be angry..

 

the whole thing seems kind of confusing to me...



well if they did the same low thing that you did to them, but they never told you, then it would only be fair to tell them that you did it to.

 

but what is it?

 

i really dont feel like explaining it on here for the whole world to see.. if ya wanna kno, pauly, i will PM it to ya.. then u can give me a more educated answer..

 

sure. pm me

 

hey, heather, i dont know the ins and outs, but im sure just talking will do the trick. If your angry, your angry, it happens, you should feel guilty about your own emotions. Don't punch walls; you bruise your knuckles, and that just hurts.

 

yeah, talkin to pauly helped a lot.. im actually not even that mad anymore.. Im just gonna talk to that person about everythin. And yeah, I know.. my knuckles are bruised I always punch walls when i get SUPER pissed.. I needa stop haha

 

yeah, i do that a lot, but i have fucked up my knuckles before when doing ti. but its better my knuckles thaqn on some poor cunts face i s'pose (even from my point of view)


things'll get better though 'hev', trust me

 

haha whats with the ' 's around hev?


and yeah.. like that one song.. "thinnngs can only get betttter can only gettt bettter can only get..."


haha what is that song?

 

god, i cant remember, but i know it...


and know i have the m people stuck in my head for some odd reason




movin on up, movin on up, movin on up, nothing canstop me!

 

hahahaha i know them


i think they are kinda an england thing tho haha

 

UK


England dont make up the whole uk cha know

 

eh shuddup.

i kno that..

but its the one im so used to saying

but i understand why u would get pissed

cuz ppl always say "oh she's from the uk"

and im like.. no.. im from ENGLAND..

 

people from England are from the UK. But some people in the UK arent from england.

 

ya i am glad you decided to talk to that person but, i dont think that you should take it out on the other person!

 

shut up whore. dont ever try to fucking talk to me ever again.

 

Y'all are smokin the rock.